Tag: #PLATONIC

CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

#LEXICONKILLER

CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

#LEXICONKILLER

TARGET PRACTICE

Sitting on the porch smoking a cohiba, bout to write something to make everybody a believer, I might do a audiobook so she can get hypnotized by my voice, if I do a audiobook the monotone probably make her hoist, out of bed read between the lines last minute I changed what I just said, you know exactly where I was going with it, but it’s Thanksgiving so I decided not to be too explicit, nine times out of 10 I’m gonna hit mark, then it ricochets back and the real fun starts, I said all that just to say this, when you cum for me baybeee you will not miss

#LEXICONKILLER

PROTAGONISTIC VICTIM STANCE

She likes dope boys so you never really had a chance she let you get close because she still wanted romance, I think it bothers her because neither will ever be what the other need, only reason I know is because she tells me when we’re smoking weed

Yeah she smoke too and roll like she grew up in Cuba… sideline, was she in the band because her lips move like she playing a tuba; nevermind T.M.I. here I am talking crazy when you’re about to cry

You seem like a nice guy so this is what I’mma do, I’ll block her and I’ll block you too so that way you won’t get drunk one night in your feelings and your call come through, try to save both of us from something we probably don’t want to do

No hard feelings I totally get your position bruh, this the first time you stuck to your intuition huh, imma do you one better and disappear, now I’m depending on you to make her not reappear

#LEXICONKILLER




A HUNDO

I know I love her but I’m starting to doubt myself, see she has four kids; the biggest reason why I put the proposal on the shelf

I know I’m ready to be the man she needs me to be, but I’m not sure if I’m ready to have a whole family, that’s a huge responsibility to take on when I only have one, hell I can’t propose now I’m in a custody battle thats not even done

Plus you don’t understand my child’s mama, if she found out I was taking on four kids she would blow like Osama, another reason why I doubt myself is she gets included in everything, even a conversation with myself about buying you a ring

I’m not sure if I could stand the temptation of not trying to right wrongs from my past, and your kids deserve more than to be in a rotating cast, I do love her enough to know she deserves to be happy forever, but I’m not sure if I wont go when I get that call to put the fam back together

EMOTIONAL SUICIDE 💔

This rainy weather has me wondering what to do, I swear I’m out here talking like it’s just me and you

My muse is my monster that I created from nights I should have just masturbated

Nights I could have just come home lonely, but it was damn near impossible with all these females on me

I gave in to temptation like a sodomite, two eights make a sixteen and they down to dyke

Instances like that tipped the scale, or when I would be verbally abusive coming home ripped as hell

You can go ahead and leave this is not an abduction, have you ever seen someone’s eyes turn to hate from seduction ?

Those tears turned into laughter and the more she pulled away the more I ran after but I was never fast enough to recapture

The closest I’ve come is love letters and apologies, oh and Poems from The Trap Vol. 1 the anthology

CEE NOVA DICHOTOMY

Hi my name is Nova; I’m addicted to everything, red bones, money phones, indica and sleeping alone

Hi my name is Nova; I’m addicted to everything, attention whore, jewelery store, couple cars, we need more

Hi my name in Nova I’m addicted to everything, fresh out Riverside regional ready to let my nuts hang, gotta a girl that say she love me and imma try my best, but I’m addicted to double D’s on every girls chest

Hi my name is Nova a certified problem, I get this guy into all kind of conundrums sit back and see if he can solve em

Hi my name is Cee; I’m addicted to everything my family, my son, sativa, the peace it bring

Hi my name is Cee; I’m addicted to everything mental health, mental wealth and memories on a shelf

Hi my name is Cee, and I gotta fix everything grandiose asshole did, I had to use all of his money to fight to see our kid, Hi my name is Cee, I’m a proud black father, I refuse to raise another Nova I’m shooting for a road scholar, a Titan of industry or artist like me, I will bend reality to manifest his destiny

Hi my name is Cee I’m a reformed womanizer, I had to go through hell to become a black love realiser, Hi my name is Cee and I played with a lot of hearts, it’s one in particular I have to fix that I tore apart, Hi my name is Cee I’m on a mission for redemption I came from the bottom bear witness to my ascension