Category: R.I.P.

Yeah I write haikus too

Pain in your eyes hurts
I was a coward playing
Pain in my heart earned

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MOST OF THE LIGHTS

Something’s wrong, I hold my head, Scrap gone, our homey dead, I smacked my girl, she called the Feds, went to court, I spent that bread, I’m headin home, get to the door, key don’t work, ain’t home no more, to my surprise, she TRYNA REPLACE ME !! summa cum laude, Viking university , ALL OF THE LIGHTS , muzzle flash, car crash, flashlights, foot chase, holster race, ER lights, I’m aight, but should have died tonight ALL OF THE LIGHTS, public visitation, we met at a mall, said I smell like smoke, and she walked off, told her she take me back, I won’t cheat no more, restraining order, she hard core, I can’t see my kid, they over one, go to court, get jacked son, she pistol whipped me without a gun, baby please, babies need their Daddy’s, and half them women lying they ain’t never had me, ALL OF THE LIGHTS, muzzle flash, car crash, flashlights, foot chase, holster race, ER lights, I’m aight, but should have died tonight, ALL OF THE LIGHTS

YEARLY CHECK-UPS

My world stop turning when you died I was in a room with like ten choppers but like a baby I cried
I got myself together and started returning phone calls mad as hell because it was no way to get revenge at all
You closed your eyes with plans for the morning who in the hell would have imagined we would be in mourning
I swear I didn’t want to ring your doorbell when I saw your wife face it was straight hell
Your babies lost their daddy and my selfish ass thinking about myself
I gotta hold it together even though I wish it was me I gotta stay strong in front of the crew because if not you know what the wolves gonna do
I got your wife and I promise I won’t try to hit her she got my real number I’m on it no slumber
I’mma play your role in your babies life I’ll walk em down the isle and approve the dude before there a wife
I ain’t taking ya sons hunting though I’mma try my best to keep them away from guns just like I do my son make sure they don’t be like us to get their loot my job is to keep them out of situations to shoot
Other than that I guess it’s business as usual tell them guys don’t feel a way I just hate funerals plus they still living through my stories and I think about them everyday we really never really die so we can finish this that day

IM STILL A “TANK” 8 YEARS LATER FROM A MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS DIAGNOSIS AND A RAYNAUD’S PHENOMENON (ALWAYS KNEW I WAS SPECIAL LOL) DIAGNOSIS IN 2003 WANNA KNOW WHY 🤔 YEARLY PHYSICALS AND EARLY DETECTION IMMA LET YOU IN ON A SECRET REAL ONES GET SICK TOO