Category: #antisuicide

UNBIASED ABUSE

You ever had that one that you can’t get over, the more they beat you up the more you try to get closer, it’s like they have a Svengali hold over your very soul, you’re dealing with a master of strings, they have long evolved from the pinky ring

You make a mistake it’s a declaration of war, they make a mistake you getting up off the floor, I didn’t  think you majored in indentured servitude, I thought you were on some Elroy Jetson shit trying to get to the moon, I don’t care what color it is don’t let that black hole stop you, I’m not a rocket scientist but I know love’s not supposed to sock you, but ultimately it is your life to live, I just hope you don’t lose it just to find out somebody had fux to give

#LEXICONKILLER

UNBIASED ABUSE

You ever had that one that you can’t get over, the more they beat you up the more you try to get closer, it’s like they have a Svengali hold over your very soul, you’re dealing with a master of strings, they have long evolved from the pinky ring

You make a mistake it’s a declaration of war, they make a mistake you getting up off the floor, I didn’t  think you majored in indentured servitude, I thought you were on some Elroy Jetson shit trying to get to the moon, I don’t care what color it is don’t let that black hole stop you, I’m not a rocket scientist but I know love’s not supposed to sock you, but ultimately it is your life to live, I just hope you don’t lose it just to find out somebody had fux to give

#LEXICONKILLER

Yeah I write haikus too

Pain in your eyes hurts
I was a coward playing
Pain in my heart earned

#HAIKUSFROMTHETRAP
#LEXICONKILLER
#MULTIFACETED
#APOETSPAIN
#ITOLDYOU
VIEWSFROMTHETRAP

MENTAL HEALTH IS MENTAL WEALTH

I got all type of shit in my genes, from my P.R.P.S to my DNA if you know what I mean, I think Im predisposed to being a alcoholic and suicidal too

Hearing family stories that make you feel like a thoroughbred, until they end with he drank his self to death or shot himself in the head

Then you look in the mirror with three D.U.I.’s yourself and you have to make a decision either the Patron or your life going on the shelf

It was always easy to justify as just having too much fun until you’re out on bond for the second about to catch the third one

Oh and not to mention you kept a gun yes legally but you could have still been that second one not the driving charge but your thoughts scattered across the garage

MENTAL HEALTH IS A SERIOUS ISSUE IN THE AFRICAN AMERICAN COMMUNITY.

REMEMBER GOD COMES TO PICK YOU UP WHEN HE NEEDS YOU DON’T HAVE TO CATCH A RIDE. BEFORE YOU CALL THAT RIDE CALL THIS NUMBER FOR A BETTER RIDE
#1-800-273-8255

MENTAL HEALTH

When I die fuk it I wanna go to hell, Cee nova a piece of shit it hard to fukin tell, it don’t make sense goin to heaven with the lame-oids, fuk that shit I’m in line with all my homeboys, I’m getting tired with life here on earth and it only got worse, with my son birth, he 16 months ain’t seen him since 5, and his other creator upset because I’m still alive, (spinning of revolver click) she held me down whole time In the bing, I got released & started hitting everything, all of my life I been considered as the worse, momma goin to sleep had to hide her fukin purse, pops won’t there because I thought he didn’t care, the day before he died he looked me in my eyes, did some research pops won’t a jerk, history repeats itself, same way it happened to him in the past I’m getting put on a shelf , (spinning of revolver click) the walls of my empire falling apart everywhere I look, I gotta go see the judge I wanna end the book(CEE TALK TO ME PLEASE) it’s sort of like Willie Dynamite at the end, walking down the street with no fukin friends, everybody say pray, and I just say ok, but what’s the sense in that when I’ma end it all today, anything you can salvage from my estate go to my son, tell him daddy loved him even though he don’t know me haven’t held him since day one, I’m sick of all the broads lying I’m sick of dudes hating.. Matter of fact, why the fuk I’m waiting(spinning of revolver bang)
MENTAL HEALTH IS A SERIOUS ISSUE IN THE AFRICAN AMERICAN COMMUNITY. I WROTE THIS IN PROBABLY ABOUT 2012. LUCKILY THIS IS JUST A INTERPOLATION OF THE LATE GREAT NOTORIOUS B.I.G. SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. I WAS THERE IF I COULD RELATE ENOUGH TO WRITE THIS. REMEMBER GOD COMES TO PICK YOU UP WHEN HE NEEDS YOU DON’T HAVE TO CATCH A RIDE. BEFORE YOU CALL THAT RIDE CALL THIS NUMBER FOR A BETTER RIDE
1-800-273-8255