2010

They send her flowers I smoke mine, they massage her back I break her spine, she rush them she insist I take my time, we talk for hours about everything from Black lives matter to super powers, I know her momma and all her cousins we were talking when I was gone and everybody thought we wasn’t, I think she like the fact I carry guns throw ones and have coupons for fun, drop them off for me to pick her up against the wall on some high shit and fall third mattress this year put dents in them all, she pop up everywhere I go with a tsunami and make sure I know come halftime I got a show, not quite lovers but way more than friends when she say she love me I still pretend because I feel like I love you is the beginning of the end, we vibe bodies collide I know her from the inside when we slide it’s not about pride that died and the I love you is getting harder to hide

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Talking crazy

Trying to write my magnum opus, romantic I’m hopeless, Suboxone can’t dope this, pray everyday still can’t pope this, super magnificent verbiage can’t rope sis, the past superseded the future in a way that needed sutures, if this world was mine refer to Luther, it’s the aftermath of when Cupid shoots ya

Who in the hell left the gate ajar, I’m a rockstar minus the guitar, I’m use to one PSSSS and they come to where I are, bending the rules like you just saw, but everything change when somebody call you pa, It’s sort of like your favorite movie when you see em make a mistake, and take the bait, which is usually pussy that leads to a grizzly fate, ride or die already chose more than she could take, and you’re yelling at the screen like NIGGA why you just ain’t wait

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HAPPY

Today I decided to be happy, I could care less if you talk shit and @ me, I can vibrate higher at will with one thought still, mind control, breathing & dedication, I’m a black man who chose emancipation, put down the pistols and strapped up with the crystals, they can search for the god particle as much as they like, when I look in the mirror it’s within my sight, it’s all connected from the dirt to the stars, when I smoke the earth my eyes turn into Mars, when I meditate my mind transcends time and space, when I check back in I know the outcome of the race

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NOVA’S ROOM (A TRUE STORY)

Cups full of Patron I need to sober up and go home, I been in this bar far too long every drink getting way too strong, I got this one number in my phone that I really wanna call up.. but lately I REALLY been fukin up, word is she happy with this new guy so I probably shouldn’t even try

but I been drinking so much that I’mma hit her up like… fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had, I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t  like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude, I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

Nah cups of that goose, got me on the loose, saw your whole crew ask about you they said you had something else to do, what you doing that’s so important lemme find out pretty boy got you out courtin

I’m so ripped that I’mma call you anyway and say.. fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had, I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t  like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude, I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

I think I’m addicted to that new, to hear the sound and what the face look like too, I know I sound like a dirt bag, but I’m still trying to save what we had, you still mad? we threw a party yeah a kickback, she came over and yeah I hit that, I’m being honest… talk to me I need you in my life, I need you here to make everything right, I had some women that were living off me seeing as how you know about one I won’t mention the other three

Look too many drinks have been given to me after a while babe they all sound the same, I’m sorry I made you a player in this game, I’ve had sex five times this week if you want I’ll explain, having a hard time navigating my Lane, they wanna go like rabbits it’s insane

It’s Friday night I called talking crazy I’m lucky you answered you can be lazy, I’ll do all the work I’m trying to get under that skirt, oh I’m sorry I’m tryna see if you down, let me bring back the circus since you already messing with a clown, look I’m sorry for the neglect, and disrespect, no go? guess I’mma chill and just reflect

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7/26/10 IMU

I miss you so much I can taste you in my mouth, I really miss those curvy roads going down south, I miss how you looked me in my eyes, I miss how you made my heart rate rise, I miss exploring every once of your body, I miss you so much I can’t touch just anybody, I miss how you made me fall in love, I miss you like tears from a dove, I even miss the pillow talks, I miss the rhythm in the sway when you walk, I miss how you held me at the point of impact, come to think about it I miss everything about you as a matter of fact

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A.D.H.ME

Sitting here reciting barz looking at cars, checking the price of acoustic guitars, looking at the moon staring at the stars thinking about this world that was supposed to be ours

Oh word the guitars not even that much and I want a car with a dual clutch, the moon looks close enough to touch, I wonder if you’re happy with such and such

I could start a rock band and call it child support at least that way they wouldn’t have to impute my income when I go to court, drink rose’ and not port build a house not rent a fort, drive a coupe’ of some sort stargaze from a resort not somewhere as a resort, this is how the lexicon killer was birthed, so when you have a bad day just remember it could be worse

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A.D.H.ME

Sitting here reciting barz looking at cars, checking the price of acoustic guitars, looking at the moon staring at the stars thinking about this world that was supposed to be ours

Oh word the guitars not even that much and I want a car with a dual clutch, the moon looks close enough to touch, I wonder if you’re happy with such and such

I could start a rock band and call it child support at least that way they wouldn’t have to impute my income when I go to court, drink rose’ and not port build a house not rent a fort, drive a coupe’ of some sort stargaze from a resort not somewhere as a resort, this is how the lexicon killer was birthed, so when you have a bad day just remember it could be worse

#LEXICONKILLER

A.D.H.ME

Sitting here reciting barz looking at cars, checking the price of acoustic guitars, looking at the moon staring at the stars thinking about this world that was supposed to be ours

Oh word the guitars not even that much and I want a car with a dual clutch, the moon looks close enough to touch, I wonder if you’re happy with such and such

I could start a rock band and call it child support at least that way they wouldn’t have to impute my income when I go to court, drink rose’ and not port build a house not rent a fort, drive a coupe’ of some sort stargaze from a resort not somewhere as a resort, this is how the lexicon killer was birthed, so when you have a bad day just remember it could be worse

#LEXICONKILLER