Tag: POEMSFROMTHTRAP

MENTAL HEALTH IS MENTAL WEALTH

I got all type of shit in my genes, from my P.R.P.S to my DNA if you know what I mean, I think Im predisposed to being a alcoholic and suicidal too

Hearing family stories that make you feel like a thoroughbred, until they end with he drank his self to death or shot himself in the head

Then you look in the mirror with three D.U.I.’s yourself and you have to make a decision either the Patron or your life going on the shelf

It was always easy to justify as just having too much fun until you’re out on bond for the second about to catch the third one

Oh and not to mention you kept a gun yes legally but you could have still been that second one not the driving charge but your thoughts scattered across the garage

MENTAL HEALTH IS A SERIOUS ISSUE IN THE AFRICAN AMERICAN COMMUNITY.

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DESTINIES BIGGEST FAN

DEAR MRS IM TOO GOOD TO ANSWER OR CALL MY FANS, THIS WILL BE THE LAST INBOX THAT ILL EVER SEND YOUR ASS, ITS BEEN 6 YEARS AND STILL NO WORD YEAH TIME TO DEAD IT, I KNOW YOU SAW MY LAST 3 MESSAGES, YOU READ IT, SO THIS IS THE VIDEO IM SENDING OUT TO YOU I HOPE YOU CRY HEY DESTINY I TOOK 43 PERCS IM ON THE HIGHWAY DOING 143 YOU THINK I’LL DIE, YOU KNOW THAT EPISODE OF POWER WHEN OL BOY COULD HAVE KEPT HIS SISTER FROM GETTING KILLED BUT HE DIDN’T, IT’S KINDA LIKE THAT CUZ YOU COULD HAVE PREVENTED THIS TOO BUT YOU DIDN’T NO BULLSHITTIN, BUT ITS TOO LATE CUZ NOW IM GETTING DROWSY RIGHT , AND ALL I WANTED WAS A COMMENT OR A LOUSEY LIKE, YOU KNOW I DELETED ALL YOUR PICTURES AND URL’S OF MY PHONE GIRL, I LOVE YOU DESTINY WE WOULDA BEEN HAPPY THINK ABOUT IT WE COULD HAVE HAD THE WORLD , YOU RUINED IT NOW, I HOPE YOU CRY AND YOU CANT BREATH ABOUT IT, I HOPE YOU GASP FOR AIR AND YOU HYPERVENTILATE PASS OUT AND HAVE NIGHTMARES ABOUT IT, OH SHIT I FORGOT MY PHONE OFF HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SEND THIS SHIT OUT, damn I’m going the wrong way down a one way route

My cigarette went out I’m wondering why I.. smoke at all
My vape clouds up my window..
and I can’t see at all and even if I could I’d still be me, but the likes on my phone they remind me, y’all love me and I’m not all alone

So I’ll take one of my favorite songs and flip it to fit me for practice 🤷🏾‍♂️

YEARLY CHECK-UPS

My world stop turning when you died I was in a room with like ten choppers but like a baby I cried
I got myself together and started returning phone calls mad as hell because it was no way to get revenge at all
You closed your eyes with plans for the morning who in the hell would have imagined we would be in mourning
I swear I didn’t want to ring your doorbell when I saw your wife face it was straight hell
Your babies lost their daddy and my selfish ass thinking about myself
I gotta hold it together even though I wish it was me I gotta stay strong in front of the crew because if not you know what the wolves gonna do
I got your wife and I promise I won’t try to hit her she got my real number I’m on it no slumber
I’mma play your role in your babies life I’ll walk em down the isle and approve the dude before there a wife
I ain’t taking ya sons hunting though I’mma try my best to keep them away from guns just like I do my son make sure they don’t be like us to get their loot my job is to keep them out of situations to shoot
Other than that I guess it’s business as usual tell them guys don’t feel a way I just hate funerals plus they still living through my stories and I think about them everyday we really never really die so we can finish this that day

IM STILL A “TANK” 8 YEARS LATER FROM A MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS DIAGNOSIS AND A RAYNAUD’S PHENOMENON (ALWAYS KNEW I WAS SPECIAL LOL) DIAGNOSIS IN 2003 WANNA KNOW WHY 🤔 YEARLY PHYSICALS AND EARLY DETECTION IMMA LET YOU IN ON A SECRET REAL ONES GET SICK TOO

IF ONLY

Give me one more chance and I’ll write all my wrongs
Give me one more chance and I’ll write you a song
I’ll tell the world that you are my universe
I’ll tell the stars that you cum first
You can look at my sleeves & see tattoo tears
If you look in my eyes you’ll see a lot of regret and wishing you were here
I been working my way back to you
I’m six two but my soul grew and my common sense too
Y’all come first over everything in existence
It was a revolution and I didn’t miss it
Black love is the most beautiful on Earth and a black woman is the mother of birth
No blessings will come to me until I do right by you and I pray I can fall asleep every night next to you

SAGITTARIUS

When I think about you I get lost in my mind all I see are images of you and I intertwined You would think I’m talking about bodies because yours is so divine I’m actually talking about your mind a rarity in these days and times I look forward to hearing your voice like I just got some new beats by Dre I don’t want to miss a single word I want to hear everything you say I keep trying to do magic because I wish you were here hocus pocus don’t fail me now I need a roadmap and a plan on how give me the coordinates to your heart so I can come stop the fear I’m not perfect but I strive to be when you are near I believe men move off logic & women off emotions but if we both keep open minds we’ll flow strong like the ocean overflow with devotion in a harmonic motion Who me? Just sitting here thinking about you which has become my new norm trying to be a meteorologist waiting to protect you from a storm