2010

They send her flowers I smoke mine, they massage her back I break her spine, she rush them she insist I take my time, we talk for hours about everything from Black lives matter to super powers, I know her momma and all her cousins we were talking when I was gone and everybody thought we wasn’t, I think she like the fact I carry guns throw ones and have coupons for fun, drop them off for me to pick her up against the wall on some high shit and fall third mattress this year put dents in them all, she pop up everywhere I go with a tsunami and make sure I know come halftime I got a show, not quite lovers but way more than friends when she say she love me I still pretend because I feel like I love you is the beginning of the end, we vibe bodies collide I know her from the inside when we slide it’s not about pride that died and the I love you is getting harder to hide

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NOVA’S ROOM (A TRUE STORY)

Cups full of Patron I need to sober up and go home, I been in this bar far too long every drink getting way too strong, I got this one number in my phone that I really wanna call up.. but lately I REALLY been fukin up, word is she happy with this new guy so I probably shouldn’t even try

but I been drinking so much that I’mma hit her up like… fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had, I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t  like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude, I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

Nah cups of that goose, got me on the loose, saw your whole crew ask about you they said you had something else to do, what you doing that’s so important lemme find out pretty boy got you out courtin

I’m so ripped that I’mma call you anyway and say.. fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had, I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t  like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude, I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

I think I’m addicted to that new, to hear the sound and what the face look like too, I know I sound like a dirt bag, but I’m still trying to save what we had, you still mad? we threw a party yeah a kickback, she came over and yeah I hit that, I’m being honest… talk to me I need you in my life, I need you here to make everything right, I had some women that were living off me seeing as how you know about one I won’t mention the other three

Look too many drinks have been given to me after a while babe they all sound the same, I’m sorry I made you a player in this game, I’ve had sex five times this week if you want I’ll explain, having a hard time navigating my Lane, they wanna go like rabbits it’s insane

It’s Friday night I called talking crazy I’m lucky you answered you can be lazy, I’ll do all the work I’m trying to get under that skirt, oh I’m sorry I’m tryna see if you down, let me bring back the circus since you already messing with a clown, look I’m sorry for the neglect, and disrespect, no go? guess I’mma chill and just reflect

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7/26/10 IMU

I miss you so much I can taste you in my mouth, I really miss those curvy roads going down south, I miss how you looked me in my eyes, I miss how you made my heart rate rise, I miss exploring every once of your body, I miss you so much I can’t touch just anybody, I miss how you made me fall in love, I miss you like tears from a dove, I even miss the pillow talks, I miss the rhythm in the sway when you walk, I miss how you held me at the point of impact, come to think about it I miss everything about you as a matter of fact

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LATCHKEY & HE

You don’t know who I’m is? I’m the D boy that has control over your kids, I can make them do more than chores, I came in and stole what’s yours, good for me you have to work so much, they worship me I can’t be touched, take two of these and go prove my point, this is the big leagues put down that joint, you don’t need school look at me I’m a dropout, and I’m the one driving the cars that you dream bout, I can’t go because they’ll give me real time, juvenile life not that long for this crime, you know your lawyer money is on Deck, you pull this one off and you earn my respect, jail is easy life is hard and when you get out meet me on the boulevard

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A.D.H.ME

Sitting here reciting barz looking at cars, checking the price of acoustic guitars, looking at the moon staring at the stars thinking about this world that was supposed to be ours

Oh word the guitars not even that much and I want a car with a dual clutch, the moon looks close enough to touch, I wonder if you’re happy with such and such

I could start a rock band and call it child support at least that way they wouldn’t have to impute my income when I go to court, drink rose’ and not port build a house not rent a fort, drive a coupe’ of some sort stargaze from a resort not somewhere as a resort, this is how the lexicon killer was birthed, so when you have a bad day just remember it could be worse

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A.D.H.ME

Sitting here reciting barz looking at cars, checking the price of acoustic guitars, looking at the moon staring at the stars thinking about this world that was supposed to be ours

Oh word the guitars not even that much and I want a car with a dual clutch, the moon looks close enough to touch, I wonder if you’re happy with such and such

I could start a rock band and call it child support at least that way they wouldn’t have to impute my income when I go to court, drink rose’ and not port build a house not rent a fort, drive a coupe’ of some sort stargaze from a resort not somewhere as a resort, this is how the lexicon killer was birthed, so when you have a bad day just remember it could be worse

#LEXICONKILLER

A.D.H.ME

Sitting here reciting barz looking at cars, checking the price of acoustic guitars, looking at the moon staring at the stars thinking about this world that was supposed to be ours

Oh word the guitars not even that much and I want a car with a dual clutch, the moon looks close enough to touch, I wonder if you’re happy with such and such

I could start a rock band and call it child support at least that way they wouldn’t have to impute my income when I go to court, drink rose’ and not port build a house not rent a fort, drive a coupe’ of some sort stargaze from a resort not somewhere as a resort, this is how the lexicon killer was birthed, so when you have a bad day just remember it could be worse

#LEXICONKILLER

A.D.H.ME

Sitting here reciting barz looking at cars, checking the price of acoustic guitars, looking at the moon staring at the stars thinking about this world that was supposed to be ours

Oh word the guitars not even that much and I want a car with a dual clutch, the moon looks close enough to touch, I wonder if you’re happy with such and such

I could start a rock band and call it child support at least that way they wouldn’t have to impute my income when I go to court, drink rose’ and not port build a house not rent a fort, drive a coupe’ of some sort stargaze from a resort not somewhere as a resort, this is how the lexicon killer was birthed, so when you have a bad day just remember it could be worse

#LEXICONKILLER

CUM MEDITATE WITH ME

Let’s meditate & get high tell these physical bodies goodbye explorer the universe time and space become closer than we have ever come face-to-face

Feel my emotions and my energy force we’ve never been this deep its par for the course let’s understand each other’s fears and spiritual minds trust and believe there’s climaxes of all kinds

Let go and release meet me in the 5th dimension that’s when our bodies don’t matter because our spirits are in suspension I see your goals and aspirations too I truly get it now my twin flame and I are now one not two
JINXY we riding the same wave 96Hz with her knowledge she flirts 528 day by day we keep our Bluetooth connected that way

Once them spirits touch it’s a whole different ball game and that’s when your ex go from ol boy to what’s his name

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