Category: insight

BE YOU

Bedroom on a thousand spit game on a million, after every break-up guess who’s the villain, I never made any woman do anything her heart didn’t already desire, each and every one was a willing buyer

That smell good what you smoking on, it gotta be good if it got you choking hun, nah don’t smoke to fit in with me, plus you gonna be late to where you have to be, lemme hit it once desire fulfilled, just remember this convo when I need a shield

What you sipping on the bottle look pretty, you grab it start sipping with me, fast forward I’m holding hair out the toilet aka no kitty, I’m on trash bad duty for the night, rubbing your back making sure you alright

I fell in love with you, I already love myself, you don’t have to do what I do for me to wanna breathe your breath, I love the team spirit and all, but if we don’t work I don’t wanna fear every call, I don’t want you walking around with feelings unresolved

JULY 25, 2010

One of the happiest days of my life up to that point because tomorrow I’m going home leaving River City you know the joint
My baby wanna come and pick me up but I got stops to make got my boy to pick me up who later ended up being a fake but that’s a whole different story that I’m not ready to go into
Told baby I’ll see you a little bit later I have some people to go check out but don’t worry your backs gonna still get blown out
Went to see mommy first both of us into tears we burst I think that was the longest hug ever like John McCain’s mom when she thought the next time she would see him was never
Next on to my Oma and Opa sweetest couple in the world got advice from my old earth now on the way to see my girl
Well pit stop first I gotta activate this phone make a few calls let everyone know I’m home
So now it’s 9:30 and we’re finally together it’s calm outside but in here it’s a torrential downpour type weather from the black silk sheets to the bathroom floor we were dehydrated got some Gatorade and went some more
The life changing moment was when the light came through the balcony doors I wanted to wake you up just to talk to you some more your spit game was better than mine we started planning a baby and with me it was fine
After that you took me to the Ugly Biscuit, ok if I had a time machine this is the day I would relive and after knowing the outcome I would have more passion to give not just in the bedroom but about our life that we live looking back you should have been with me on every stop if only I could rewind the clock than this madness would stop

MENTAL HEALTH IS MENTAL WEALTH

I got all type of shit in my genes, from my P.R.P.S to my DNA if you know what I mean, I think Im predisposed to being a alcoholic and suicidal too

Hearing family stories that make you feel like a thoroughbred, until they end with he drank his self to death or shot himself in the head

Then you look in the mirror with three D.U.I.’s yourself and you have to make a decision either the Patron or your life going on the shelf

It was always easy to justify as just having too much fun until you’re out on bond for the second about to catch the third one

Oh and not to mention you kept a gun yes legally but you could have still been that second one not the driving charge but your thoughts scattered across the garage

MENTAL HEALTH IS A SERIOUS ISSUE IN THE AFRICAN AMERICAN COMMUNITY.

REMEMBER GOD COMES TO PICK YOU UP WHEN HE NEEDS YOU DON’T HAVE TO CATCH A RIDE. BEFORE YOU CALL THAT RIDE CALL THIS NUMBER FOR A BETTER RIDE
#1-800-273-8255

MOST OF THE LIGHTS

Something’s wrong, I hold my head, Scrap gone, our homey dead, I smacked my girl, she called the Feds, went to court, I spent that bread, I’m headin home, get to the door, key don’t work, ain’t home no more, to my surprise, she TRYNA REPLACE ME !! summa cum laude, Viking university , ALL OF THE LIGHTS , muzzle flash, car crash, flashlights, foot chase, holster race, ER lights, I’m aight, but should have died tonight ALL OF THE LIGHTS, public visitation, we met at a mall, said I smell like smoke, and she walked off, told her she take me back, I won’t cheat no more, restraining order, she hard core, I can’t see my kid, they over one, go to court, get jacked son, she pistol whipped me without a gun, baby please, babies need their Daddy’s, and half them women lying they ain’t never had me, ALL OF THE LIGHTS, muzzle flash, car crash, flashlights, foot chase, holster race, ER lights, I’m aight, but should have died tonight, ALL OF THE LIGHTS

DESTINIES BIGGEST FAN

DEAR MRS IM TOO GOOD TO ANSWER OR CALL MY FANS, THIS WILL BE THE LAST INBOX THAT ILL EVER SEND YOUR ASS, ITS BEEN 6 YEARS AND STILL NO WORD YEAH TIME TO DEAD IT, I KNOW YOU SAW MY LAST 3 MESSAGES, YOU READ IT, SO THIS IS THE VIDEO IM SENDING OUT TO YOU I HOPE YOU CRY HEY DESTINY I TOOK 43 PERCS IM ON THE HIGHWAY DOING 143 YOU THINK I’LL DIE, YOU KNOW THAT EPISODE OF POWER WHEN OL BOY COULD HAVE KEPT HIS SISTER FROM GETTING KILLED BUT HE DIDN’T, IT’S KINDA LIKE THAT CUZ YOU COULD HAVE PREVENTED THIS TOO BUT YOU DIDN’T NO BULLSHITTIN, BUT ITS TOO LATE CUZ NOW IM GETTING DROWSY RIGHT , AND ALL I WANTED WAS A COMMENT OR A LOUSEY LIKE, YOU KNOW I DELETED ALL YOUR PICTURES AND URL’S OF MY PHONE GIRL, I LOVE YOU DESTINY WE WOULDA BEEN HAPPY THINK ABOUT IT WE COULD HAVE HAD THE WORLD , YOU RUINED IT NOW, I HOPE YOU CRY AND YOU CANT BREATH ABOUT IT, I HOPE YOU GASP FOR AIR AND YOU HYPERVENTILATE PASS OUT AND HAVE NIGHTMARES ABOUT IT, OH SHIT I FORGOT MY PHONE OFF HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SEND THIS SHIT OUT, damn I’m going the wrong way down a one way route

My cigarette went out I’m wondering why I.. smoke at all
My vape clouds up my window..
and I can’t see at all and even if I could I’d still be me, but the likes on my phone they remind me, y’all love me and I’m not all alone

So I’ll take one of my favorite songs and flip it to fit me for practice 🤷🏾‍♂️

READY THE SHIPS

I wonder how many Dutch’s it’ll take to get you off of my mind
I wonder how many shots it’ll take for my heart to leave you behind
I wonder if I could make love to you through another woman would it ease the pain
I wonder if that last thought qualifies me to be insane
I wonder where would I be today if I never came in that house
I wonder if you would be single or if you would still have a spouse
I guess I could sit here and wonder all day
Or I could just ask you if there’s anything else to say
I’m with it if you are let’s roll the dice I done told ol boy you chose and I did it nice It’s amazing grace that look on your face I’ll concur the world before I let anybody Hellen of Troy my girl

ADVENTURES OF SINGLE PARENTS

Is it better for the child to see their parents respect one another and not grow up feeling like maybe they were the one that made it out of a broken rubber, when I say that I don’t necessarily mean married or in a relationship either, y’all could easily make co-parenting the shit and make other parents believers, if she ask you to do something and you can why not ? don’t tell her no then be online showing off everything you got, leave her new flame hassle free too, so hopefully she’ll do the same thing for you, of course his new girl gonna be intimidated by you for awhile, she wouldn’t be there if y’all didn’t break up plus y’all have a child, he has to hear it from her about you, he doesn’t need you to tell him about his little girlfriend too, he knows she’s not you that may be the point, or maybe he’s waited for you to come off the bench with the oil and anoint