MENTAL HEALTH

When I die fuk it I wanna go to hell, Cee nova a piece of shit it hard to fukin tell, it don’t make sense goin to heaven with the lame-oids, fuk that shit I’m in line with all my homeboys, I’m getting tired with life here on earth and it only got worse, with my son birth, he 16 months ain’t seen him since 5, and his other creator upset because I’m still alive, (spinning of revolver click) she held me down whole time In the bing, I got released & started hitting everything, all of my life I been considered as the worse, momma goin to sleep had to hide her fukin purse, pops won’t there because I thought he didn’t care, the day before he died he looked me in my eyes, did some research pops won’t a jerk, history repeats itself, same way it happened to him in the past I’m getting put on a shelf , (spinning of revolver click) the walls of my empire falling apart everywhere I look, I gotta go see the judge I wanna end the book(CEE TALK TO ME PLEASE) it’s sort of like Willie Dynamite at the end, walking down the street with no fukin friends, everybody say pray, and I just say ok, but what’s the sense in that when I’ma end it all today, anything you can salvage from my estate go to my son, tell him daddy loved him even though he don’t know me haven’t held him since day one, I’m sick of all the broads lying I’m sick of dudes hating.. Matter of fact, why the fuk I’m waiting(spinning of revolver bang)
MENTAL HEALTH IS A SERIOUS ISSUE IN THE AFRICAN AMERICAN COMMUNITY. I WROTE THIS IN PROBABLY ABOUT 2012. LUCKILY THIS IS JUST A INTERPOLATION OF THE LATE GREAT NOTORIOUS B.I.G. SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. I WAS THERE IF I COULD RELATE ENOUGH TO WRITE THIS. REMEMBER GOD COMES TO PICK YOU UP WHEN HE NEEDS YOU DON’T HAVE TO CATCH A RIDE. BEFORE YOU CALL THAT RIDE CALL THIS NUMBER FOR A BETTER RIDE
1-800-273-8255

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU


I don’t call you to borrow money
and I laugh at your jokes even when they’re not funny


I try to be there whenever you call, just to let you know you come before it all, my day seems incomplete each time you and I don’t speak, whether we’re by ourselves or in the middle of a crowd, I don’t have a problem expressing my love out loud,  and thats simply because I love you


No matter what happens throughout my day at the end of the night  I make sure for us I pray, one of the only people that make me swallow my pride, one of the only people I let inside, for some reason when you shed a tear I cry too, I guess that’s what true love makes you do, when I wake up first I kiss you on the cheek I want you to understand what I’m thinking even if I don’t speak,
and that’s simply because I love you


I understand that the sun won’t always shine, but I need you to understand that I always want you to be mine, in the darkest night you can close your eyes, take my hand and let me be your sight, I wanna be your bridge when the water gets ruff,
when it comes to this love I could never get enough, YOU inspire me to do great things and I’m anxious to see what that inspiration brings, I said all that just to say this, when we’re not together you are terribly missed 
Simply because I love you

MURDER SHE PROVOKE

Lickwood means rewind gunshot means forward you requested it so we rewind SELECTOR COME WIT IT

Now this one dedicated to the girl with the Angel face & broken heart
Step up my youth hear this

I know this little girl her name is Red
Her beauty is like Hellen of Troy
But If I ever tell you about Red
You’ll just say I don’t know what I know (but)
Many heart she break (buck buck)
Many heart she break(nah nah nah)
Many heart she break
Many heart she a break
A pretty face & pain up top
She want a real love but rude boy won’t stop (follow me)
A pretty face & pain up top
She want a real love but rude boy won’t stop
Say, gyal you’re pretty your face pretty but ya body it temp me it temp me it pull out the pimp in me pimp in me (lawd)
That dress is flirty flirty make Rasta wanna do something dirty dirty
Tell ya boyfriend sorry sorry sorry (come now)
She be in the corner where she gyrate & wind
She know about the lines & games boty man use Everytime the wickedest kinda girl when you cross her line but she back it pon me Everytime

I know this little girl her name is Red
Her beauty is like Hellen of Troy
If I ever tell you about Red
You’ll just say I don’t know what I know (but)
Many heart she break (buck buck)
Many heart she break
Many heart she break(yes lawd)
Many heart she break

Watch her stand still you no pay her light bill
If you test Red baby you might get killed
Go a shotta you can borrow
Let his momma pussy worry bout him tomorrow
Now every middle of the year our anniversary is here
& Just the other day she said she 6 Month with child
First time since old earth died that the rude boy heart smiled

I know this little girl her name is Red
Her beauty is like Hellen of Troy
If I ever tell you about Red
You’ll just say I don’t know what I know (but)
Many heart she break (buck buck)
Many heart she break
Many heart she break(yes lawd)
Many heart she break

EXCUSE ME

Girl me never know girl me never know pon that beautiful mind where it go
Waoh woa (follow me)

The girl could worship pure vanity but that would make her pure insanity but them eyes tell me she ready ready right there gal steady steady (lawd)

I know this little girl her name is Red
Her beauty is like Hellen of Troy
If I ever tell you about Red
You’ll just say I don’t know what I know (but)
Many heart she break (buck buck)
Many heart she break
Many heart she break(yes lawd)
Many heart she break

MURDER SHE PROVOKE

Lickwood means rewind gunshot means forward you requested it so we rewind SELECTOR COME WIT IT

Now this one dedicated to the girl with the Angel face & broken heart
Step up my youth hear this

I know this little girl her name is Red
Her beauty is like Hellen of Troy
But If I ever tell you about Red
You’ll just say I don’t know what I know (but)
Many heart she break (buck buck)
Many heart she break(nah nah nah)
Many heart she break
Many heart she a break
A pretty face & pain up top
She want a real love but rude boy won’t stop (follow me)
A pretty face & pain up top
She want a real love but rude boy won’t stop
Say, gyal you’re pretty your face pretty but ya body it temp me it temp me it pull out the pimp in me pimp in me (lawd)
That dress is flirty flirty make Rasta wanna do something dirty dirty
Tell ya boyfriend sorry sorry sorry (come now)
She be in the corner where she gyrate & wind
She know about the lines & games boty man use Everytime the wickedest kinda girl when you cross her line but she back it pon me Everytime

I know this little girl her name is Red
Her beauty is like Hellen of Troy
If I ever tell you about Red
You’ll just say I don’t know what I know (but)
Many heart she break (buck buck)
Many heart she break
Many heart she break(yes lawd)
Many heart she break

Watch her stand still you no pay her light bill
If you test Red baby you might get killed
No shotta her you can’t borrow
Let his momma pussy worry bout him tomorrow
Now every middle of the year our anniversary is here
& Just the other day she said she 6 Month with child
First time since old earth died that the rude boy heart smiled

I know this little girl her name is Red
Her beauty is like Hellen of Troy
If I ever tell you about Red
You’ll just say I don’t know what I know (but)
Many heart she break (buck buck)
Many heart she break
Many heart she break(yes lawd)
Many heart she break

EXCUSE ME

Girl me never know girl me never know pon that beautiful mind where it go
Waoh woa (follow me)

The girl could worship pure vanity but that would make her pure insanity but them eyes tell me she ready ready right there gal steady steady (lawd)

I know this little girl her name is Red
Her beauty is like Hellen of Troy
If I ever tell you about Red
You’ll just say I don’t know what I know (but)
Many heart she break (buck buck)
Many heart she break
Many heart she break(yes lawd)
Many heart she break