Tag: VIEWSFROMTHETRAP

ADVENTURES OF SINGLE PARENTS

Is it better for the child to see their parents respect one another and not grow up feeling like maybe they were the one that made it out of a broken rubber, when I say that I don’t necessarily mean married or in a relationship either, y’all could easily make co-parenting the shit and make other parents believers, if she ask you to do something and you can why not ? don’t tell her no then be online showing off everything you got, leave her new flame hassle free too, so hopefully she’ll do the same thing for you, of course his new girl gonna be intimidated by you for awhile, she wouldn’t be there if y’all didn’t break up plus y’all have a child, he has to hear it from her about you, he doesn’t need you to tell him about his little girlfriend too, he knows she’s not you that may be the point, or maybe he’s waited for you to come off the bench with the oil and anoint

YEARLY CHECK-UPS

My world stop turning when you died I was in a room with like ten choppers but like a baby I cried
I got myself together and started returning phone calls mad as hell because it was no way to get revenge at all
You closed your eyes with plans for the morning who in the hell would have imagined we would be in mourning
I swear I didn’t want to ring your doorbell when I saw your wife face it was straight hell
Your babies lost their daddy and my selfish ass thinking about myself
I gotta hold it together even though I wish it was me I gotta stay strong in front of the crew because if not you know what the wolves gonna do
I got your wife and I promise I won’t try to hit her she got my real number I’m on it no slumber
I’mma play your role in your babies life I’ll walk em down the isle and approve the dude before there a wife
I ain’t taking ya sons hunting though I’mma try my best to keep them away from guns just like I do my son make sure they don’t be like us to get their loot my job is to keep them out of situations to shoot
Other than that I guess it’s business as usual tell them guys don’t feel a way I just hate funerals plus they still living through my stories and I think about them everyday we really never really die so we can finish this that day

IM STILL A “TANK” 8 YEARS LATER FROM A MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS DIAGNOSIS AND A RAYNAUD’S PHENOMENON (ALWAYS KNEW I WAS SPECIAL LOL) DIAGNOSIS IN 2003 WANNA KNOW WHY 🤔 YEARLY PHYSICALS AND EARLY DETECTION IMMA LET YOU IN ON A SECRET REAL ONES GET SICK TOO

WHY BLACK MEN DON’T CHEAT

I knew we weren’t gonna make it from the go
How much I was gonna fall in love with you is what I didn’t know
I tried to leave a thousand times but when I got to the door memories clouded my mind

Really all our first and I asked myself is it me that changed & am I making things worse

I mean I don’t cheat anymore but I guess that’s not enough I respect our relationship but you make it rough
I do so many about faces I feel like a soldier and you act like you don’t understand I’m a black man with the world on my shoulder
I’m putting my clothes back in the dresser here I stand a dedicated father and man no lesser I’m trying to fight to save my family I want to be a father but not absently

LET ME BE GREAT

Just let me be great, no matter what the outcome no matter what the Fate, I played the rules on both sides of the table, one is dangerous and the other a fable, potential has always been my gift and curse, a double-edged sword I been carrying since birth, I know I’m smarter than a lot of things that I do, but good intentions never fed my child how about you?? It’s a gray area in life and I straddle the fence, no matter how far you are on either side make sure you have money for legal defense, a lot of times it takes more to stay free than what you making, but you can’t show up with a public defender unless you’re faking, in that case conspiracy is easier to prove, I know cats doing years for zero units moved, I’m evolving thinking more like sibling dividends, so we can meet in the Hamptons on random weekends, talk about life what it’s about & how far we’ve come from seeing the doubt, oh word you just got a boat?? I just bought a chopper, not the 47 but the one that fly through traffic like a 96 Impala, life is great we’ve come a long way, kids got businesses and multiple properties to stay, the vision got inspired by some things that transpired that ultimately lit my fire, I realized it’s a marathon & I’m too young to retire I got a name to carry on before I retire

#LEXICONKILLER

IF ONLY

Give me one more chance and I’ll write all my wrongs
Give me one more chance and I’ll write you a song
I’ll tell the world that you are my universe
I’ll tell the stars that you cum first
You can look at my sleeves & see tattoo tears
If you look in my eyes you’ll see a lot of regret and wishing you were here
I been working my way back to you
I’m six two but my soul grew and my common sense too
Y’all come first over everything in existence
It was a revolution and I didn’t miss it
Black love is the most beautiful on Earth and a black woman is the mother of birth
No blessings will come to me until I do right by you and I pray I can fall asleep every night next to you