Tag: VIEWSFROMTHETRAP

MY BABY COUGAR

I met you I didn’t properly vet you if I did I would have known that it’s damn near impossible to leave you alone
You had me gone at that first stretch I said to myself she did that for me I’m willing to bet you said you had someone but was ready for an emancipation like Katrina just hit and you were waiting on FEMA feeling real Haitian usually I wouldn’t mess up a happy home but you could make a preacher be bad to the bone anything that would be a red flag I convinced myself people change plus it’s not that bad I put my seatbelt on spark one up and get ready for the ride I don’t know if we’re in a car a boat or a plane I just hope we’re not on two dummy missions fueled by game

OLD EARTH

Who’s gonna run the family when the matriarch dies who’s gonna make sure that our flag still flies high who’s gonna make the hard decisions who can replace over eighty years of living
Listen to those stories they’re full of who you are listen to the stories they’re straight from the heart you can learn a lot about your future from their past sit down take notes like it’s class if you listen I promise you’ll learn something from the time before we had peace to the definition of elbow grease

JULY 25, 2010

One of the happiest days of my life up to that point because tomorrow I’m going home leaving River City you know the joint
My baby wanna come and pick me up but I got stops to make got my boy to pick me up who later ended up being a fake but that’s a whole different story that I’m not ready to go into
Told baby I’ll see you a little bit later I have some people to go check out but don’t worry your backs gonna still get blown out
Went to see mommy first both of us into tears we burst I think that was the longest hug ever like John McCain’s mom when she thought the next time she would see him was never
Next on to my Oma and Opa sweetest couple in the world got advice from my old earth now on the way to see my girl
Well pit stop first I gotta activate this phone make a few calls let everyone know I’m home
So now it’s 9:30 and we’re finally together it’s calm outside but in here it’s a torrential downpour type weather from the black silk sheets to the bathroom floor we were dehydrated got some Gatorade and went some more
The life changing moment was when the light came through the balcony doors I wanted to wake you up just to talk to you some more your spit game was better than mine we started planning a baby and with me it was fine
After that you took me to the Ugly Biscuit, ok if I had a time machine this is the day I would relive and after knowing the outcome I would have more passion to give not just in the bedroom but about our life that we live looking back you should have been with me on every stop if only I could rewind the clock than this madness would stop

MENTAL HEALTH IS MENTAL WEALTH

I got all type of shit in my genes, from my P.R.P.S to my DNA if you know what I mean, I think Im predisposed to being a alcoholic and suicidal too

Hearing family stories that make you feel like a thoroughbred, until they end with he drank his self to death or shot himself in the head

Then you look in the mirror with three D.U.I.’s yourself and you have to make a decision either the Patron or your life going on the shelf

It was always easy to justify as just having too much fun until you’re out on bond for the second about to catch the third one

Oh and not to mention you kept a gun yes legally but you could have still been that second one not the driving charge but your thoughts scattered across the garage

MENTAL HEALTH IS A SERIOUS ISSUE IN THE AFRICAN AMERICAN COMMUNITY.

REMEMBER GOD COMES TO PICK YOU UP WHEN HE NEEDS YOU DON’T HAVE TO CATCH A RIDE. BEFORE YOU CALL THAT RIDE CALL THIS NUMBER FOR A BETTER RIDE
#1-800-273-8255

DESTINIES BIGGEST FAN

DEAR MRS IM TOO GOOD TO ANSWER OR CALL MY FANS, THIS WILL BE THE LAST INBOX THAT ILL EVER SEND YOUR ASS, ITS BEEN 6 YEARS AND STILL NO WORD YEAH TIME TO DEAD IT, I KNOW YOU SAW MY LAST 3 MESSAGES, YOU READ IT, SO THIS IS THE VIDEO IM SENDING OUT TO YOU I HOPE YOU CRY HEY DESTINY I TOOK 43 PERCS IM ON THE HIGHWAY DOING 143 YOU THINK I’LL DIE, YOU KNOW THAT EPISODE OF POWER WHEN OL BOY COULD HAVE KEPT HIS SISTER FROM GETTING KILLED BUT HE DIDN’T, IT’S KINDA LIKE THAT CUZ YOU COULD HAVE PREVENTED THIS TOO BUT YOU DIDN’T NO BULLSHITTIN, BUT ITS TOO LATE CUZ NOW IM GETTING DROWSY RIGHT , AND ALL I WANTED WAS A COMMENT OR A LOUSEY LIKE, YOU KNOW I DELETED ALL YOUR PICTURES AND URL’S OF MY PHONE GIRL, I LOVE YOU DESTINY WE WOULDA BEEN HAPPY THINK ABOUT IT WE COULD HAVE HAD THE WORLD , YOU RUINED IT NOW, I HOPE YOU CRY AND YOU CANT BREATH ABOUT IT, I HOPE YOU GASP FOR AIR AND YOU HYPERVENTILATE PASS OUT AND HAVE NIGHTMARES ABOUT IT, OH SHIT I FORGOT MY PHONE OFF HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SEND THIS SHIT OUT, damn I’m going the wrong way down a one way route

My cigarette went out I’m wondering why I.. smoke at all
My vape clouds up my window..
and I can’t see at all and even if I could I’d still be me, but the likes on my phone they remind me, y’all love me and I’m not all alone

So I’ll take one of my favorite songs and flip it to fit me for practice 🤷🏾‍♂️