DADDY LOVES YOU

I used to think I was a one of one until I had my son if I was the prototype he has to be the finish one I can see his mind moving trying to make his point proven and in a manner so pursuing his vernacular at his age should have him at least in the eighth grade conversations have me taken a back every other statement is how do you know that it’s like talking to myself younger but the me now he does things all day that make me say wooow really just wanted my son to know daddy loves him for infinity plus one 7.7 billion people on earth and I’m lucky enough for you to be my son

Just came out of a meditation, this is what came afterwards. Like I tell him even when you’re 30 you’re always gonna be my baby lol ( that facial expression is priceless)

SETTLEMENT CONFERENCE

This is what it sounds like when the tears hit the paper, bloodshot eyes so they red in nature, still not sure wether they’re sad or mad, not even sure if I miss what we had, but I been smoking all this smoke tryna smoke you out my mind, smoke till I choke and you still on my mind, found guilty in the court of love no fine, firing squad I think Cupid shot me this time, I wish I woulda stayed on the straight and narrow, instead I’m heartbroken from a got damn arrow, a inch given is a mile taken, and I’m sure I’m telling the truth but I could be faking, either way I think about you every day so I guess you won, but you have to look at me every day because you have the ONE

EVERY TRAP U.S.A.

Ain’t no future bright for me it’s dark wherever I dive, I’m from a place where its a struggle just to stay alive, jealousy hating and loose lips, I used to have a fleet until they started sinking ships, I used to have a arsenal until they started taking my clips, it used to be easy until the guillotine started cutting heads on the flip, I ain’t slept outside ever since the tent, and you best better believe I’m not repeating that incident, the way I look at it I have two judges, one in heaven and one on a bench, if I make enough money I can afford the best defense and the other I can just repent, coming from where I’m from the outcome is as certain as a shoulder shrug or a 44 slug

BE YOU

Bedroom on a thousand spit game on a million, after every break-up guess who’s the villain, I never made any woman do anything her heart didn’t already desire, each and every one was a willing buyer

That smell good what you smoking on, it gotta be good if it got you choking hun, nah don’t smoke to fit in with me, plus you gonna be late to where you have to be, lemme hit it once desire fulfilled, just remember this convo when I need a shield

What you sipping on the bottle look pretty, you grab it start sipping with me, fast forward I’m holding hair out the toilet aka no kitty, I’m on trash bad duty for the night, rubbing your back making sure you alright

I fell in love with you, I already love myself, you don’t have to do what I do for me to wanna breathe your breath, I love the team spirit and all, but if we don’t work I don’t wanna fear every call, I don’t want you walking around with feelings unresolved

MOST OF THE LIGHTS

Something’s wrong, I hold my head, Scrap gone, our homey dead, I smacked my girl, she called the Feds, went to court, I spent that bread, I’m headin home, get to the door, key don’t work, ain’t home no more, to my surprise, she TRYNA REPLACE ME !! summa cum laude, Viking university , ALL OF THE LIGHTS , muzzle flash, car crash, flashlights, foot chase, holster race, ER lights, I’m aight, but should have died tonight ALL OF THE LIGHTS, public visitation, we met at a mall, said I smell like smoke, and she walked off, told her she take me back, I won’t cheat no more, restraining order, she hard core, I can’t see my kid, they over one, go to court, get jacked son, she pistol whipped me without a gun, baby please, babies need their Daddy’s, and half them women lying they ain’t never had me, ALL OF THE LIGHTS, muzzle flash, car crash, flashlights, foot chase, holster race, ER lights, I’m aight, but should have died tonight, ALL OF THE LIGHTS

READY THE SHIPS

I wonder how many Dutch’s it’ll take to get you off of my mind
I wonder how many shots it’ll take for my heart to leave you behind
I wonder if I could make love to you through another woman would it ease the pain
I wonder if that last thought qualifies me to be insane
I wonder where would I be today if I never came in that house
I wonder if you would be single or if you would still have a spouse
I guess I could sit here and wonder all day
Or I could just ask you if there’s anything else to say
I’m with it if you are let’s roll the dice I done told ol boy you chose and I did it nice It’s amazing grace that look on your face I’ll concur the world before I let anybody Hellen of Troy my girl

A POET’S PAIN

We are not the same I leak morphine on paper to save you from my reality I question my mortality so you can enjoy yours when I die just make sure the champagne pours I won I succeeded the mission is finally over I got permission to let go and evolve hopefully before that day all my problems will be resolved or at least archived so my son can say my daddy went through that and survived and just like that my next generation can thrive I swear I spit venom think king Cobra even when I die these words will never be over

WILL YOU

There she goes my willendorf with that Golden Glow you may be from Venus but you are my Earth I’m not sure if you were created or your mom gave birth either way you are a sight to behold the first time I saw you I almost passed out cold you walked up to me and said you look familiar do I know you? yeah I’m the guy that has a future to show you it’s been years and you still do that same giggle I told you that night I could solve the riddle and when you walk away I still get hypnotized by that wiggle you are my partner and some times the CEO like I said my willendorf there she goes

PHOENIX

You must have seen my new lady, guess that’s why all of a sudden you hate me, I do admit you all do favor, but baby is a way sweeter flavor The energy shift in my chakras from then to now is like clean energy compared to Chernobyl, I thank God everyday I got mobile, and got out the fallout zone, you know the place we used to call home Now I pay attention to the flowers as they bloom, I wake in the morning excited for noon, that’s usually when baby and I meet for lunch, & if we gotta make it quick we just do brunch, I thank you for releasing your hold, I thank you for returning my soul, I thank you for never changing who you really were, if not for that I may not have ever met her If it makes it easier we can blame it on me, but I’m sure your past victims know it was you & not me, who knows & who doesn’t I’m so far beyond caring, that’s the number one reason why my soul I’m bearing I mourned the death of our Union far too long, I think I wrote 100 songs, when I was on 101 the wise man in my head said what are you doing son, for the first time I listened I stop reminiscing, & that allowed me to see her glistening The heavens opened up, it’s karma not luck, even though sometimes I was a jerk, I never intended for your feelings to hurt, really I think I explained too much, just know I let it burn like my Dutch

PIMP OR DIE

I have a stalker that I love, I should be in church but I’m in the club, I think the attention is like a drug to my self confidence, yeah I know that’s supposed to be autonomous, whenever I need to feel love or get lost in the moment, I know you are down because you’re my biggest proponent, I act like I’m not interested to see how far you let me take it, then you turn on the charm and to myself I say might don’t make it, once again I wake up next to my number one fan, it’s been seven years & don’t ask me because I still don’t understand, maybe I don’t have a stalker I’m just seeing competitive spirit, or maybe I’m in a relationship but refuse to endear it