A SOLILOQUY FROM AMERICAS MOST HATED

Pen back activated, mind is acclimated so I’mma give you what you anticipated…. how it feels to be America’s most hated ✍🏾

Main goal leaving the house, is to make it back home so you plan your route, you gotta know who beefing and what it’s about, avoid law enforcement you have no reasonable doubt 👍🏾

You go to court and take the deal because you go home today, not knowing ten years later is when the deal starts to play, no contest plea I thought worked a different way, and You had the evidence to prove your case by the way, but you’re the most hated so nobody wants to hear what you have to say 🤷🏾‍♂️

Activism or recidivism are pretty much your only options, when that no contest shows up in the background you’re like a kid up for adoption, you can be emasculated or grab the Pyrex and whip up a concoction and temporarily be emancipated with options 🤷🏾‍♂️

Really there is a third a lot of us don’t see, sometimes including me: coincidentally it’s three letters L.L.C, another cowinky dink you can do it for around three: honor thy mother and respect & protect these women B, because you may just get check mated by a capital letter G, but this one ends here because my pen leaning toward strategy, and the numbers don’t add up to do it out loud mathematically🤐sincerely yours America’s most hated ✍🏾✍🏾✍🏾 #LEXICONKILLER

LATCHKEY & HE

You don’t know who I’m is? I’m the D boy that has control over your kids, I can make them do more than chores, I came in and stole what’s yours, good for me you have to work so much, they worship me I can’t be touched, take two of these and go prove my point, this is the big leagues put down that joint, you don’t need school look at me I’m a dropout, and I’m the one driving the cars that you dream bout, I can’t go because they’ll give me real time, juvenile life not that long for this crime, you know your lawyer money is on Deck, you pull this one off and you earn my respect, jail is easy life is hard and when you get out meet me on the boulevard

#LEXICONKILLER

FAM•I•LY 2020

Only time we’re at piece is at funerals, every other time we’re judging each other like tribunals, that one fake, this one a snake, watch that one cause you know what they take

Fake hugs fake concern and fake speech, they’ll stab you in the back before somebody off the street, if you have a moral compass it’s hard to compete plus they don’t feel like you’ll bust their head to the white meat

Call something out and they’ll label you an asshole, like you only existed in the present and not the past though, to be honest we really don’t even like each other, we only fake it for the grandmother

You know how they are is cancer to my ears, you can accept it but I don’t have to be here, transfer that loyalty to the one that I made, and if it’s a problem we can run the fade

#LEXICONKILLER

RELAPSE.. GOT CHA

Wake up we got some things we got to do, plus you’re having dreams about the things that we’ve been through, I’ve been quiet for three days because I know you’re trying to change but feeling all these feelings you have to admit is a bit strange, who got you through your roughest times ? so who’s judgement are you going to trust yours or mine, pick up the phone you know the number by heart, we coming back big put a few items in the cart

I’M BACK DON’T YOU EVER LEAVE ME AGAIN, I AM YOUR GOD; I COME BEFORE KIDS, FAMILY AND FRIENDS, FUK THAT JOB FUK THAT HOUSE FUK THAT SPOUSE, THEY ALL TALK BEHIND YOUR BACK IM THE ONLY ONE THAT CARES, YOU GOING THROUGH HELL RIGHT NOW AND I’M THE ONLY ONE THERE, NEXT TIME I PROMISE YOU MIGHT DON’T MAKE IT, WOW THREE DAYS WHY EVEN FAKE IT

#LEXICONKILLER

BRUTALLY HONEST

Only reason why you don’t cheat is because you don’t want to be alone but let’s be honest it’s been some time since this house was a home I know you don’t love me I can feel it when you hug me that’s why I started making my own coffee the things I’ve done you might try to off me

I know about all the dudes texting you trying to get you to leave me I went through your Google drive and none of their words could see me I’ve known for about 6 months notice I didn’t say nothing I was hoping that you would be like me and finally do something

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’m going to leave I’m holding you back from what you deserve is what I believe I’m going to stop trying to take the coward’s way out I know this is still going to break your heart I just didn’t want to be around to see that part #LEXICONKILLER

BRUTALLY HONEST

Only reason why you don’t cheat is because you don’t want to be alone but let’s be honest it’s been some time since this house was a home I know you don’t love me I can feel it when you hug me that’s why I started making my own coffee the things I’ve done you might drug me

I know about all the dudes texting you trying to get you to leave me I went through your Google drive and none of their words could see me I’ve known for about 6 months notice I didn’t say nothing I was hoping that you would be like me and do something

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’m going to leave I’m holding you back from what you deserve is what I believe I’m going to stop trying to take the coward’s way out I know this is still going to break your heart I just didn’t want to see it play out

#LEXICONKILLER

BRUTALLY HONEST

Only reason why you don’t cheat is because you don’t want to be alone but let’s be honest it’s been some time since this house was a home I know you don’t love me I can feel it when you hug me that’s why I started making my own coffee the things I’ve done you might drug me

I know about all the dudes texting you trying to get you to leave me I went through your Google drive and none of their words could see me I’ve known for about 6 months notice I didn’t say nothing I was hoping that you would be like me and do something

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’m going to leave I’m holding you back from what you deserve is what I believe I’m going to stop trying to take the coward’s way out I know this is still going to break your heart I just didn’t want to see it play out

#LEXICONKILLER

BRUTALLY HONEST

Only reason why you don’t cheat is because you don’t want to be alone but let’s be honest it’s been some time since this house was a home I know you don’t love me I can feel it when you hug me that’s why I started making my own coffee the things I’ve done you might drug me

I know about all the dudes texting you trying to get you to leave me I went through your Google drive and none of their words could see me I’ve known for about 6 months notice I didn’t say nothing I was hoping that you would be like me and do something

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’m going to leave I’m holding you back from what you deserve is what I believe I’m going to stop trying to take the coward’s way out I know this is still going to break your heart I just didn’t want to see it play out

#LEXICONKILLER