CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

#LEXICONKILLER

4.83%

When I met you I had a ace showing trying to flip a queen, the deck was stacked already but to me yet to be seen, it took me awhile to realize who was really dealing, I got a icebox no room for feelings, I split the cards doubled down and tried to play two hands, the look on your face should have told me that I really didn’t understand, I put everything on the line based on one card flip, I mean I bet the farm it was going to be glory or hardship, I thought the bluff was working we were at a two-year stalemate, unbenounced to me she knew the flip hoping I would cooperate, NOPE… all nuts no brain, when she flipped that card I was not prepared for what came, my baby took me clean out the door, that card hit the table like she been training with Thor, I immediately started doing math, I just lost everything and still owe half

CONGRATULATIONS super magnificent spit game you did it again, because of you we lost our girl our future and MY best friend..

#LEXICONKILLER

4.83%

When I met you I had a ace showing trying to flip a queen, the deck was stacked already but to me yet to be seen, it took me awhile to realize who was really dealing, I got a icebox no room for feelings, I split the cards doubled down and tried to play two hands, the look on your face should have told me that I really didn’t understand, I put everything on the line based on one card flip, I mean I bet the farm it was going to be glory or hardship, I thought the bluff was working we were at a two-year stalemate, unbenounced to me she knew the flip hoping I would cooperate, NOPE… all nuts no brain, when she flipped that card I was not prepared for what came, my baby took me clean out the door, that card hit the table like she been training with Thor, I immediately started doing math, I just lost everything and still owe half

CONGRATULATIONS super magnificent spit game you did it again, because of you we lost our girl our future and MY best friend..

#LEXICONKILLER

4.83%

When I met you I had a ace showing trying to flip a queen, the deck was stacked already but to me yet to be seen, it took me awhile to realize who was really dealing, I got a icebox no room for feelings, I split the cards doubled down and tried to play two hands, the look on your face should have told me that I really didn’t understand, I put everything on the line based on one card flip, I mean I bet the farm it was going to be glory or hardship, I thought the bluff was working we were at a two-year stalemate, unbenounced to me she knew the flip hoping I would cooperate, NOPE… all nuts no brain, when she flipped that card I was not prepared for what came, my baby took me clean out the door, that card hit the table like she been training with Thor, I immediately started doing math, I just lost everything and still owe half

CONGRATULATIONS super magnificent spit game you did it again, because of you we lost our girl our future and MY best friend..

#LEXICONKILLER

4.83%

When I met you I had a ace showing trying to flip a queen, the deck was stacked already but to me yet to be seen, it took me awhile to realize who was really dealing, I got a icebox no room for feelings, I split the cards doubled down and tried to play two hands, the look on your face should have told me that I really didn’t understand, I put everything on the line based on one card flip, I mean I bet the farm it was going to be glory or hardship, I thought the bluff was working we were at a two-year stalemate, unbenounced to me she knew the flip hoping I would cooperate, NOPE… all nuts no brain, when she flipped that card I was not prepared for what came, my baby took me clean out the door, that card hit the table like she been training with Thor, I immediately started doing math, I just lost everything and still owe half

CONGRATULATIONS super magnificent spit game you did it again, because of you we lost our girl our future and MY best friend..

#LEXICONKILLER

PROTAGONISTIC VICTIM STANCE

She likes dope boys so you never really had a chance she let you get close because she still wanted romance, I think it bothers her because neither will ever be what the other need, only reason I know is because she tells me when we’re smoking weed

Yeah she smoke too and roll like she grew up in Cuba… sideline, was she in the band because her lips move like she playing a tuba; nevermind T.M.I. here I am talking crazy when you’re about to cry

You seem like a nice guy so this is what I’mma do, I’ll block her and I’ll block you too so that way you won’t get drunk one night in your feelings and your call come through, try to save both of us from something we probably don’t want to do

No hard feelings I totally get your position bruh, this the first time you stuck to your intuition huh, imma do you one better and disappear, now I’m depending on you to make her not reappear

#LEXICONKILLER




EMOTIONAL SUICIDE 💔

This rainy weather has me wondering what to do, I swear I’m out here talking like it’s just me and you

My muse is my monster that I created from nights I should have just masturbated

Nights I could have just come home lonely, but it was damn near impossible with all these females on me

I gave in to temptation like a sodomite, two eights make a sixteen and they down to dyke

Instances like that tipped the scale, or when I would be verbally abusive coming home ripped as hell

You can go ahead and leave this is not an abduction, have you ever seen someone’s eyes turn to hate from seduction ?

Those tears turned into laughter and the more she pulled away the more I ran after but I was never fast enough to recapture

The closest I’ve come is love letters and apologies, oh and Poems from The Trap Vol. 1 the anthology

COULD A SHOULD A WOULD A

The past is the past let that shit die, it is what it is stop asking why, for every great day it has to be an antithesis, for you not to believe in that is just ridiculous, things don’t always work out some plans are made to fail, if everybody got into heaven it wouldn’t be a need for a hell, people die everyday from stray rounds, and some people cry out for help and we turn away pretending not to hear the sound, the world we live in is a messed up place, case in point the good people usually finish last in the race, we can smile and continue to pretend, or we can free our minds become something else and transcend