Tag: #MENTALWEALTH

MyDusa

Devil in her mouth, heaven between her thighs, that’s where the red flags go to die
Living on the edge my allegiance I pledge, she get a kick outta making me beg, you gonna want to be high for this she insists, this is a opportunity you don’t want to miss
I think I’m in control but shes pulling my strings, feed my ego my every word she clings, stroke my soul like no other, lights on no cover, my insecurities she embraces, then hits me with those love faces
She gets up and tries to leave, knowing damn well I’m going to pull her by the sleeve and say something to make her believe a future exist with me
She’s reckless and I love her honesty but I’m just as flawed honestly, we’re too much alike for this to be prosperous, we never work our love is phosphorus, Russian roulette with a semi automatic, funny thing is I’m built for it; I want all the static

COULD A SHOULD A WOULD A

The past is the past let that shit die, it is what it is stop asking why, for every great day it has to be an antithesis, for you not to believe in that is just ridiculous, things don’t always work out some plans are made to fail, if everybody got into heaven it wouldn’t be a need for a hell, people die everyday from stray rounds, and some people cry out for help and we turn away pretending not to hear the sound, the world we live in is a messed up place, case in point the good people usually finish last in the race, we can smile and continue to pretend, or we can free our minds become something else and transcend

VOL. 2

They want me to talk about bodies they want me to talk about drugs, how is this poems from the trap but all you talk about is love?, I had to reel em in first and get their attention, in Vol. 2 I’m going to write about everything you just mentioned and how to Dominique Dawes your money to ascension, stay away from detention, step lite around contention, avoid your name being mentioned through the grapevine, tell you how to react when it’s ape time, been there done it, no 50/50 if you in it gotta be a hundred, but make sure you really wanna run it, take the good with the bad, and subsequently your kids might end up without a dad

REINDEER GAMES

Inhale the fumes exhale the pain, love and misery are one in the same, phone rings in the middle of the night and breaks the silence, it only took three rings to shatter our alliance, from that moment nothing is the same, time to find out who has the strongest game, at the time I swore It was me that was the best, but looking back in retrospect I was playing deuces you were playing chess, and had you not done it to me I would been have been impressed, I guess my own grandiosity blurred my vision, and your love cuts deep with precise precision, all I had to do was open my eyes to see the saga unfold, the writing was on the wall the italics bold, so at the end I finally wave a white flag and concede victory, this war is one that will go down in history, leave me alone I really don’t care if you miss me

PLATONIC

You never had a friend like me; one that understands you’re pain and agony, where am I’m going ? with all the secrets I’m holding, I’m with you just let me know the play before we run it, if you need a getaway driver I’m gonna gun it, I’m more than your diary or a place to vent, it’s like I’m a curator for all questionable events, you need a witness ? What the business ? Cool hand Luke on the stand, it’s impossible that happened we were together and; hopefully shit goes as planned, esp or some other phenomenon we linked up, if shit go left we both clinked up, right or wrong second line or a victory song, I’m a ryder, hood insider, it was over when I saw the god inside her; it would be a sin to violate her being, I have a platonic friend sometimes it’s hard for me to believe what I’m seeing

NOVAS ROOM

Cups full of Patron I need to sober up and go home I been in this bar for too long every drink getting too strong I got this one number in my phone that I really wanna call up but lately I been really fukin up and word is she happy with this new guy
but I been drinking so much that I’mma hit her up like fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

Cups of that goose got me on the loose see her whole crew ask about you they said you had something to do what you doing that’s so important lemme find out pretty boy got you out courtin

I’m so ripped that I’mma call you anyway and say fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

I think I’m addicted to that new to hear the new sound and what the face look like too I know it sound like a dirt bag and I would agree with you we threw a party yeah a kickback broads came over but they already left yeah we threw a kickback talk to me I need you in my life I need you to make things right I had some women that were living off me seeing as how you know one I won’t mention the three

too many drinks have been given to me after a while babe they all sound the same I’m sorry I made you a player in this game I’ve had sex five times this week if you want I’ll explain having a hard time readjusting to the game they wanna go like rabbits it’s insane
it’s Friday night I called talking crazy I’m lucky you answered you can be lazy I’ll do all the work I’m trying to get under that shirt oh I’m sorry I’m tryna see if you down to choose pretty boy should know the rules
Oh Word you not gonna come word guess I’mma Netflix and reflect

MONSTERS IN US

Hear ye hear ye raise your glass for I’m comfortable with the monster I had to be for he inspired you to become everything you were meant to be from that extra motivation to the pep in your step you hate the fact you cant tarnish his rep

It’s the fire in those eyes that light every word I surmise it’s the fury that moves these hands its the way your voice demands do you understand yet ? you won the bet

You tamed Frankenstein but you’re looking for another monster you’ll never find another of this kind you’re only frustrating yourself and waisting your time all the drastic changes from the hair to wardrobe rearranges that’s ya boy the revamps face beat trying to come at the champ on repeat

So alright I’mma be honest I’m mad at myself because I miss your ass you give the worse heads up you said the time before that was the last YEP I’m putting that on the record communication is key especially when dealing with a wrecker
you and these words are what drive my passion now she ask one word how?
well I think the circumstances been good and bad if you would have stayed around I ran the risk of not knowing what I had plus I didn’t cheat as much as you probably think I did I really doubt it name five females I slid out wit see now you pouting

master manipulator she mumble under her voice I wish she looked at things different but I don’t think I give her much choice I really think it’s the scene we met on that brings most of the problems home everybody knows everybody and nobody’s ever alone
what they saw that could have been my sister cousin or a random person at the bar but you believe a person looking from afar when I know it’s gps on the car
I can tell you been crying lately drinking more than you used to getting that body right for the summer I see you I know you gonna hate this one when you read it because you know it’s true true …

May the Angels hover over your soul may these words be motivation when you’re cold I still pray for a better tomorrow and I’ve seen the heart you have to borrow

SOPHISTICATED THUG

I been waiting on this my whole life I wonder will it hurt like a cut from a knife or will it be serene and tranquil I just hope I leave a bank full think Scrooge McDuck and The money pit I don’t want my bloodline to have to kneel for shit not even a little bit
Seven streams of income is my initial goal and I’m only buying bars the next time I buy gold market value do your research that could be the difference between a house and no shirt
diversify diversify diversify keep your portfolio flipping like it’s a drought and you have birds in the kitchen when you can see the trends coming roll the dice but don’t risk too much because you might have to roll twice if you feel it in your gut than double down and before you go you might own a town