Tag: #INNERWAR

INSOMNIA ADDICT

All my dreams turn into nightmares, a bunch of demons with dead blank stares

I feel like I’m awake but I can’t move, then blood pours down my face and I see someone running off with my jewels

The first time I look forward to hearing sirens, listen close and all I hear is silence, my mom him then her, the three things I think about before everything becomes a blur

Just silence, I’m in my bed still can’t move half way shook about the violence, I talk to myself and slowly drift back to this dimension, even when I’m dying in my dreams you still get a mention

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ANOTHER DAY AT THE OFFICE

The devil wears Prada and so do I, it’s very rare that you see either one of us cry, that little red strip is the thin line, I know he’s not going to let you cross his so I can’t let you cross mine

Double souls are my favorite kind, they give me a different perspective because I’m 6′ 4″ when I wear mine, funny enough they look like ninja boots for a suit, but the leather insoles and flat bottoms keep me steady when I shoot hoops or drive coups

Or whatever your vice, they look like ninja boots for some reason I thought I should say that twice, I would be wild enough to wear some ninja boots on a heist

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100 JANTS (PTSD)

I have to move through life like I have a hundred bricks on me at all times, I can’t drift and drive I have to stay  between the lines, I have to remember that I’m always going to be the aggressor even in situations where I had to apply no pressure, 6′ 2″ 220 bald head black male with a beard, I’m the usual suspect and I just got here, my tattoos automatically mean thug Life, but if you look closer all you’ll see is my child and my future wife, yes I do feel like I need a gun because I’m going to get shot in the back if I run, give me the same dignity that you give Tommie the dog, you can’t be mad at me because my mind is digital and you stuck on analog, I hold doors and take my elders groceries in the house, I just want you to know I’m tired of being emasculated and why I might want to punch you in the mouth

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SAVING YOU

Any animosity or problems I may have had, I leave them in yesterday where they can do no bad

If I dwell and let them fester, I promise you I’ll be more the joker than a jester

My mind moves very fast, to the point I’ve seen your future in my past, you can’t jump over the fire you have to walk through and to be honest I don’t think it’s in you

Stay on the sidewalk and keep your pass, but just know I do reserve the right to pull out this pen and ether your ass

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96 PAC

For one you can’t buy me, for two you scared to try me, so three stay from round me, if I waste a charge on you my homies gonna clown me

You a grimey pussy and I am trying to push you, soon as you build up some testicular fortitude I’mma douche you

I hate when people misunderstand evolution as being weak, you wake up with a shitbag I’m pretty sure you’ll be more careful as to what you speak

All I’m saying is I’m not tolerating noooo disrespect, I only do one-arm push-ups because imma try to smack your head off your neck, I’m aiming for the cervical spine seven vertebrae, hopefully I won’t have to say it no more right go left when I have to repeat what I say

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SPIT THAT SHIT

A master manipulator with these words, I can say the most disrespectful thing and make you forget it was absurd, parlez-vous francais because I don’t want to lose you, it’s that Je ne sais quoi that allows me to soothe you, what the business is ? I say it the best, then you feel my Bluetooth connecting to a organ in your chest, I told you I was different but you wouldn’t listen, you made me put these words together that have you here glistening, I write the past and it changes my future, all I have to do is pick up a pen to shoot you, surgical with these words a bit passive aggressive, it’ll probably be tomorrow before you realize I just blessed you, I write epiphany moments that you’ll get later, send me your best and I’ll show you I’m greater 

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ABSTRACT ART

We act like we gang gang but that’s just a facade usually perpetrated when a camera is on a tripod, to be completely transparent I’ll only ride for a few, so chances are I wouldn’t step into the gray area with you, the closets are walk in my thriller jacket in the back, I’m cordial with the skeletons which allow me to talk like that, when I stand up in church everybody turns into a chicken, what he about to say am I going to have to raise my tithe giving, I’ve seen people get leaned on with massive threats, but it seems like the most fearful is a truth that won’t forget

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UNBIASED ABUSE

You ever had that one that you can’t get over, the more they beat you up the more you try to get closer, it’s like they have a Svengali hold over your very soul, you’re dealing with a master of strings, they have long evolved from the pinky ring

You make a mistake it’s a declaration of war, they make a mistake you getting up off the floor, I didn’t  think you majored in indentured servitude, I thought you were on some Elroy Jetson shit trying to get to the moon, I don’t care what color it is don’t let that black hole stop you, I’m not a rocket scientist but I know love’s not supposed to sock you, but ultimately it is your life to live, I just hope you don’t lose it just to find out somebody had fux to give

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UNBIASED ABUSE

You ever had that one that you can’t get over, the more they beat you up the more you try to get closer, it’s like they have a Svengali hold over your very soul, you’re dealing with a master of strings, they have long evolved from the pinky ring

You make a mistake it’s a declaration of war, they make a mistake you getting up off the floor, I didn’t  think you majored in indentured servitude, I thought you were on some Elroy Jetson shit trying to get to the moon, I don’t care what color it is don’t let that black hole stop you, I’m not a rocket scientist but I know love’s not supposed to sock you, but ultimately it is your life to live, I just hope you don’t lose it just to find out somebody had fux to give

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