Tag: #HANDSUPDONTSHOOT

100 JANTS (PTSD)

I have to move through life like I have a hundred bricks on me at all times, I can’t drift and drive I have to stay  between the lines, I have to remember that I’m always going to be the aggressor even in situations where I had to apply no pressure, 6′ 2″ 220 bald head black male with a beard, I’m the usual suspect and I just got here, my tattoos automatically mean thug Life, but if you look closer all you’ll see is my child and my future wife, yes I do feel like I need a gun because I’m going to get shot in the back if I run, give me the same dignity that you give Tommie the dog, you can’t be mad at me because my mind is digital and you stuck on analog, I hold doors and take my elders groceries in the house, I just want you to know I’m tired of being emasculated and why I might want to punch you in the mouth

#LEXICONKILLER

MAN CHILD

Went to see my boy I haven’t seen in awhile, incarcerated scar face now a man child, facing trial from one mistake made as a juvenile

What’s that conversation like? Sad and cerebral a different part of life, it’s definitely a different world books still your best friend, but you have to turn your spidey sense up to a 10, after you come off your 24-hour lock just play it cool and see where you fit in at in the box

Find peace in yourself before you get off the bluebird, it’s going to be a lot of he said she said but don’t run with the heard, this is where you better yourself try and read every book on the shelf no matter the topic; read books until your eyes roll in the back of your head and say stop it

Everything that is understood doesn’t have to be said and another thing don’t let anyone sit on your bed, we deal with where we are and not where we wish we could be, tighten up that face you’re going to be all right because you’ve got me

DWB=PTSD

Dear Mr officer I’m just trying to make it home I haven’t been smoking in the car sir that’s just my cologne I just left a meeting about something that’s gonna change my life I have a fiance sir I’m looking forward to seeing my wife

Yeah ok license & registration real slow please & do you have any weapons on you I need to know

Well yes sir I have a handgun under the seat but I didn’t have a chance to pull it out and I didn’t want to reach plus you pulled me over as soon as I came out the parking lot I didn’t think I did anything wrong I’m just trying not to get shot

NO SUDDEN MOVES PUT YOUR HANDS OUT THE WINDOW & IM GOING TO SHOOT YOU IF ALL THAT MOVING CONTINUE

sir you asked for my info before you asked about the gun I was halfway out the glove box when you asked about one if I was gonna shoot you I had the drop ..

WATCH YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU TALK TO A COP 10-32 OH MY GOD HE’S REACHING FOR SOMETHING

I can’t believe they just shot me I was actually in the right its been a great day I thought it would carry over into a great night all I did wrong was try to explain myself keep your eyes open God please send help I changed I had a whole life to look forward too now I’m in a coma about to die in ICU they probably will get off & I’ll get no justice just us sounds nice as a Battle cry but I’m just me in this bed about to die