MOMMA TOLD ME

They said it was supposed to hurt at the end I look around and see no family nor friend, I can’t believe the wolves got me heaven or hell I’ll be waiting for whoever shot me, I remember a flash of fire a voice saying it’s time to retire, I was fighting you know I shot back but they flanked me and hit me in my back, they would be organized when they came at me, I wasn’t ready they beat the cameras I couldn’t see, I still was thinking that I could defend my home until that second one hit me in the collar bone, I dropped the hand of God that’s when I knew it was over, only thing that could save me now is a swat team or a four leaf clover, I might don’t make it running threw my head then everything my mother ever said, I really think I should have listened, now Im covered in blood about to be missing, my babies whole life ran through my head I should have been a soccer dad instead, it’s still better than jail or a jury trial, with my last everything I picked up the phone to dial, you gotta be kidding me, no signal; got damn Sprint, with my last breath I started to repent

DWB=PTSD

Dear Mr officer I’m just trying to make it home I haven’t been smoking in the car sir that’s just my cologne I just left a meeting about something that’s gonna change my life I have a fiance sir I’m looking forward to seeing my wife

Yeah ok license & registration real slow please & do you have any weapons on you I need to know

Well yes sir I have a handgun under the seat but I didn’t have a chance to pull it out and I didn’t want to reach plus you pulled me over as soon as I came out the parking lot I didn’t think I did anything wrong I’m just trying not to get shot

NO SUDDEN MOVES PUT YOUR HANDS OUT THE WINDOW & IM GOING TO SHOOT YOU IF ALL THAT MOVING CONTINUE

sir you asked for my info before you asked about the gun I was halfway out the glove box when you asked about one if I was gonna shoot you I had the drop ..

WATCH YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU TALK TO A COP 10-32 OH MY GOD HE’S REACHING FOR SOMETHING

I can’t believe they just shot me I was actually in the right its been a great day I thought it would carry over into a great night all I did wrong was try to explain myself keep your eyes open God please send help I changed I had a whole life to look forward too now I’m in a coma about to die in ICU they probably will get off & I’ll get no justice just us sounds nice as a Battle cry but I’m just me in this bed about to die