Tag: #BLACKMEN

MOMMA TOLD ME

They said it was supposed to hurt at the end I look around and see no family nor friend, I can’t believe the wolves got me heaven or hell I’ll be waiting for whoever shot me, I remember a flash of fire a voice saying it’s time to retire, I was fighting you know I shot back but they flanked me and hit me in my back, they would be organized when they came at me, I wasn’t ready they beat the cameras I couldn’t see, I still was thinking that I could defend my home until that second one hit me in the collar bone, I dropped the hand of God that’s when I knew it was over, only thing that could save me now is a swat team or a four leaf clover, I might don’t make it running threw my head then everything my mother ever said, I really think I should have listened, now Im covered in blood about to be missing, my babies whole life ran through my head I should have been a soccer dad instead, it’s still better than jail or a jury trial, with my last everything I picked up the phone to dial, you gotta be kidding me, no signal; got damn Sprint, with my last breath I started to repent

JULY 31ST

You are forever in my heart and your always on my mind, I pray every morning so we’ll be just fine, this kind of love I don’t think can be measured, being your father is my absolute pleasure, last time I saw you, you blinked fixed your eyes on me and smiled, I can’t explain the euphoria I got from holding my child, my gift from God received on July 31st, I’ve been a different man ever since your birth, I made a promise to you and I intend to stay true to my word, I’m just trying to be the father that you deserve, forever in my heart and your always on my mind, I pray every morning so we’ll be just fine

7🌞31

Got all these tats just to see if I still bleed, dont smoke anymore they took the place of the trees,
all the  bullshit  in my life young me supersedes, my super hero from my super seed, call daddy I’ll be there with super speed,
anything I have is yours; true  indeed, tryna better my life so by example I can lead, on the back of my arm forever will be our creed

SAY IT AIN’T SO

Word on the street is that you’re leaving me, I know that can’t be true baby believe in me, what have I done to bring us here? Don’t over correct let me steer, darling what would my life be like if you weren’t near, a little selfish I know, but I promise you I’m not doing you wrong when I’m on the go, I’m trying to illuminate our future and ease on down the road, I swear it was a lie told, if you knew what was on my mind this would be a mute conversation, I think it’s jealousy that put a battery in your back to fuel your emancipation

NOVAS ROOM

Cups full of Patron I need to sober up and go home I been in this bar for too long every drink getting too strong I got this one number in my phone that I really wanna call up but lately I been really fukin up and word is she happy with this new guy
but I been drinking so much that I’mma hit her up like fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

Cups of that goose got me on the loose see her whole crew ask about you they said you had something to do what you doing that’s so important lemme find out pretty boy got you out courtin

I’m so ripped that I’mma call you anyway and say fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

I think I’m addicted to that new to hear the new sound and what the face look like too I know it sound like a dirt bag and I would agree with you we threw a party yeah a kickback broads came over but they already left yeah we threw a kickback talk to me I need you in my life I need you to make things right I had some women that were living off me seeing as how you know one I won’t mention the three

too many drinks have been given to me after a while babe they all sound the same I’m sorry I made you a player in this game I’ve had sex five times this week if you want I’ll explain having a hard time readjusting to the game they wanna go like rabbits it’s insane
it’s Friday night I called talking crazy I’m lucky you answered you can be lazy I’ll do all the work I’m trying to get under that shirt oh I’m sorry I’m tryna see if you down to choose pretty boy should know the rules
Oh Word you not gonna come word guess I’mma Netflix and reflect

SOPHISTICATED THUG

I been waiting on this my whole life I wonder will it hurt like a cut from a knife or will it be serene and tranquil I just hope I leave a bank full think Scrooge McDuck and The money pit I don’t want my bloodline to have to kneel for shit not even a little bit
Seven streams of income is my initial goal and I’m only buying bars the next time I buy gold market value do your research that could be the difference between a house and no shirt
diversify diversify diversify keep your portfolio flipping like it’s a drought and you have birds in the kitchen when you can see the trends coming roll the dice but don’t risk too much because you might have to roll twice if you feel it in your gut than double down and before you go you might own a town

DADDY LOVES YOU

I used to think I was a one of one until I had my son if I was the prototype he has to be the finish one I can see his mind moving trying to make his point proven and in a manner so pursuing his vernacular at his age should have him at least in the eighth grade conversations have me taken a back every other statement is how do you know that it’s like talking to myself younger but the me now he does things all day that make me say wooow really just wanted my son to know daddy loves him for infinity plus one 7.7 billion people on earth and I’m lucky enough for you to be my son

Just came out of a meditation, this is what came afterwards. Like I tell him even when you’re 30 you’re always gonna be my baby lol ( that facial expression is priceless)

SETTLEMENT CONFERENCE

This is what it sounds like when the tears hit the paper, bloodshot eyes so they red in nature, still not sure wether they’re sad or mad, not even sure if I miss what we had, but I been smoking all this smoke tryna smoke you out my mind, smoke till I choke and you still on my mind, found guilty in the court of love no fine, firing squad I think Cupid shot me this time, I wish I woulda stayed on the straight and narrow, instead I’m heartbroken from a got damn arrow, a inch given is a mile taken, and I’m sure I’m telling the truth but I could be faking, either way I think about you every day so I guess you won, but you have to look at me every day because you have the ONE