GUILLOTINE

I’ve fought all I could fight, I’m knee deep in the mud but it’s still not right, we’re supposed to be in the trenches together but you’re running from my sight, same people that were in the barracks with me saying it would be all right

So here I am on death ground holding my flag, I should shoot everybody behind me with my last mag, after the novelty wore off so did the troops, death ground is a place I can’t recoup

I’m the general so it all falls on me, I’m the general so I take the knee, I’m the general they only want me, now I’m the general with no head; what a sight to see

SUNDAY MORNING GLOW

The universe moves to a rhythm the Earth to a beat

That’s why I look so cool when I move my feet

That’s why all super magnificent comes out my mouth when I speak

I can feel the energy when I come in the room

If that energy is bad I leave before my glow gets consumed

The best part is I know that the same exist in you

The only thing I don’t know is why you can’t see it too

SHE GOTTA CRUSH

When you start talking like you grew up with me everyday is when I know you’re started to feel a way, when you start talking in my unique vernacular is when I know those butterflies are moving spectacular, when you start trying to manage my potential the most and start talking about exponential growth, when my phone dies and I go incommunicado; you hunt me down like a most wanted Desperado, to be honest I’m feeling you just as much, but don’t forget yourself and get lost in my touch, don’t forget who you are trying to be who you think I want my her to be, I want you to be who you are as a common courtesy

5 A.M.

I wanna wake up next to you and have those early morning conversations, you know the ones when we repeat our life’s affirmations, I want to be next to you as you sleep and be lucky enough to breathe your air, I want you to wake up and catch me in a stare, I want to be your dragon Slayer you know I’m right there, I want this moment to always reset and repeat, the only thing I want to change is the sheets, you made me want to land the jet, you made me have memories I could never forget, you turned a boy into a man and for that reason I will always hold your hand

WHERE IM AT WITH IT

Im at war with God trying to rewrite his words he says one thing I do what I prefer, fork in the road I go straight; at least that way it’s a 50/50 fate, I have more victories than I have losses, I can politic with the masses and converse with bosses; but that’s the part I’m trying to rewrite I’m trying to get them all to see they’re bosses in their own rite, I hope my words reach someone and inspires them to be better than I have, if I made it through they can definitely withstand the wrath, keep your head up redemption is closer than you think, keep your head up no matter what you can’t sink, keep your head up never hit the ground, keep your head up you can’t tip the crown, keep your head up the babies looking up, keep your head up, it’s a half full cup

RANDOM THOUGHTS FROM YA BOY

“It’s easy to always take a woman’s side if you’ve never bared witness to what happens when estrogen and adrenaline collide”~ya boy 💥💥💥💥

MyDusa

Devil in her mouth, heaven between her thighs, that’s where the red flags go to die
Living on the edge my allegiance I pledge, she get a kick outta making me beg, you gonna want to be high for this she insists, this is a opportunity you don’t want to miss
I think I’m in control but shes pulling my strings, feed my ego my every word she clings, stroke my soul like no other, lights on no cover, my insecurities she embraces, then hits me with those love faces
She gets up and tries to leave, knowing damn well I’m going to pull her by the sleeve and say something to make her believe a future exist with me
She’s reckless and I love her honesty but I’m just as flawed honestly, we’re too much alike for this to be prosperous, we never work our love is phosphorus, Russian roulette with a semi automatic, funny thing is I’m built for it; I want all the static

COULD A SHOULD A WOULD A

The past is the past let that shit die, it is what it is stop asking why, for every great day it has to be an antithesis, for you not to believe in that is just ridiculous, things don’t always work out some plans are made to fail, if everybody got into heaven it wouldn’t be a need for a hell, people die everyday from stray rounds, and some people cry out for help and we turn away pretending not to hear the sound, the world we live in is a messed up place, case in point the good people usually finish last in the race, we can smile and continue to pretend, or we can free our minds become something else and transcend

JULY 31ST

You are forever in my heart and your always on my mind, I pray every morning so we’ll be just fine, this kind of love I don’t think can be measured, being your father is my absolute pleasure, last time I saw you, you blinked fixed your eyes on me and smiled, I can’t explain the euphoria I got from holding my child, my gift from God received on July 31st, I’ve been a different man ever since your birth, I made a promise to you and I intend to stay true to my word, I’m just trying to be the father that you deserve, forever in my heart and your always on my mind, I pray every morning so we’ll be just fine