Category: insight

VOL. 2

They want me to talk about bodies they want me to talk about drugs, how is this poems from the trap but all you talk about is love?, I had to reel em in first and get their attention, in Vol. 2 I’m going to write about everything you just mentioned and how to Dominique Dawes your money to ascension, stay away from detention, step lite around contention, avoid your name being mentioned through the grapevine, tell you how to react when it’s ape time, been there done it, no 50/50 if you in it gotta be a hundred, but make sure you really wanna run it, take the good with the bad, and subsequently your kids might end up without a dad

REINDEER GAMES

Inhale the fumes exhale the pain, love and misery are one in the same, phone rings in the middle of the night and breaks the silence, it only took three rings to shatter our alliance, from that moment nothing is the same, time to find out who has the strongest game, at the time I swore It was me that was the best, but looking back in retrospect I was playing deuces you were playing chess, and had you not done it to me I would been have been impressed, I guess my own grandiosity blurred my vision, and your love cuts deep with precise precision, all I had to do was open my eyes to see the saga unfold, the writing was on the wall the italics bold, so at the end I finally wave a white flag and concede victory, this war is one that will go down in history, leave me alone I really don’t care if you miss me

MOMMA TOLD ME

They said it was supposed to hurt at the end I look around and see no family nor friend, I can’t believe the wolves got me heaven or hell I’ll be waiting for whoever shot me, I remember a flash of fire a voice saying it’s time to retire, I was fighting you know I shot back but they flanked me and hit me in my back, they would be organized when they came at me, I wasn’t ready they beat the cameras I couldn’t see, I still was thinking that I could defend my home until that second one hit me in the collar bone, I dropped the hand of God that’s when I knew it was over, only thing that could save me now is a swat team or a four leaf clover, I might don’t make it running threw my head then everything my mother ever said, I really think I should have listened, now Im covered in blood about to be missing, my babies whole life ran through my head I should have been a soccer dad instead, it’s still better than jail or a jury trial, with my last everything I picked up the phone to dial, you gotta be kidding me, no signal; got damn Sprint, with my last breath I started to repent

SEROTONIN

Any ole local joker can conquer the flesh, I want your mind put me in between the happiness and stress, I already know I can make your body tremble, something like a drum stick when it hits a cymbal
We can talk all night no problem with Cee, I’ll even hold you as we fall asleep, wake up and do it all over again, before you get the business; I gotta know you’re all in, I need to know what that mind do, I need to know the demons we fighting before they find you
You ever had your mind massaged  and stroked? You ever felt euphoria from words being spoke? You ever look beyond the here and now? You ever heard a voice so melodic it made you smile?
If I can’t make you better what are we even doing, if I can’t make you better why would I even be pursuing, yeah gift of gab made the spit game super magnificent, when it comes to matters of the mind it is omnipotent
Let those souls connect like Bluetooth, I can feel your vibe that’s enough proof, think about me magically your phone rings, I’m on my way do you need me to bring anything, I’m not the first to explore your body, but I do want to be the first to make your mind my hobby

THE WORLD WE LIVE IN

Today is July 6, 2019 and the world we live in is in complete disarray. Real is not real fake is in, petty has replaced common sense along with common decency. We have a crook in the oval office; and not a good one may I add. Everything revolves around social media likes and comments. The world is at a point where doing something “out of the kindness of your heart” has to be documented for a later release. It seems as if love has lost the ongoing battle to vanity. What happened to morals what happened to genuine people? In my opinion social media was a social experiment that can no longer be controlled. From something that was supposed to bring us together to something that drives depression, murders, suicides, etc. I’m not blaming all the world’s problems on social media but I think it fuels a large percentage of them. Think about it we have a president that bullies people on social media via twitter. Some people would commit murder on camera over social media “beef” opposed to getting beat up on camera. Its people literally making fools of themselves to go “viral” people of all races and ethnicities perpetuate stereotypes for a like. Who do those likes come from what value do they add to your life. We’ve become brainwashed by technology. The computers have already taken over, take a look around. The faster the technology comes the more we depend on it and we don’t use the most powerful computer known to mankind which is the human brain. Don’t get me wrong I’m not saying that social media is not a powerful tool, but when used right. I get it if you have a talent to monetize than yes social media is a powerful tool; I don’t know if twerking applies, but if that’s your talent than aye. All I’m saying is please doing let social media define who you are as a person. What’s the point in living on the internet like The Sims when people know you in real life, who you fooling your followers or yourself? It’s so much more to life than a like. The ironic part` is that social media has replaced social skills, from how to talk to a woman to how to talk to a man to how to conduct an intelligent conversation. I’m not bashing social media but at the same time this is not the end all be all.

SAY IT AIN’T SO

Word on the street is that you’re leaving me, I know that can’t be true baby believe in me, what have I done to bring us here? Don’t over correct let me steer, darling what would my life be like if you weren’t near, a little selfish I know, but I promise you I’m not doing you wrong when I’m on the go, I’m trying to illuminate our future and ease on down the road, I swear it was a lie told, if you knew what was on my mind this would be a mute conversation, I think it’s jealousy that put a battery in your back to fuel your emancipation

TBH

Talk to me baby tell me what’s going on inside that beautiful mind I want to know everything from how you feel to that parking spot that was hard to find

I’ll trade you reciprocity for my  grandiosity I want you to talk to me I want you to walk with me l want you to feel like you’re never lost with me CEO sometimes you need to be the boss of me

you are the backbone of our foundation if you go down we lose our nation my job is to keep you healthy from your inner most fears to anything else that may appear use me until I take MY last breath and if you’re secure I’ll welcome death

MONSTERS IN US

Hear ye hear ye raise your glass for I’m comfortable with the monster I had to be for he inspired you to become everything you were meant to be from that extra motivation to the pep in your step you hate the fact you cant tarnish his rep

It’s the fire in those eyes that light every word I surmise it’s the fury that moves these hands its the way your voice demands do you understand yet ? you won the bet

You tamed Frankenstein but you’re looking for another monster you’ll never find another of this kind you’re only frustrating yourself and waisting your time all the drastic changes from the hair to wardrobe rearranges that’s ya boy the revamps face beat trying to come at the champ on repeat

So alright I’mma be honest I’m mad at myself because I miss your ass you give the worse heads up you said the time before that was the last YEP I’m putting that on the record communication is key especially when dealing with a wrecker
you and these words are what drive my passion now she ask one word how?
well I think the circumstances been good and bad if you would have stayed around I ran the risk of not knowing what I had plus I didn’t cheat as much as you probably think I did I really doubt it name five females I slid out wit see now you pouting

master manipulator she mumble under her voice I wish she looked at things different but I don’t think I give her much choice I really think it’s the scene we met on that brings most of the problems home everybody knows everybody and nobody’s ever alone
what they saw that could have been my sister cousin or a random person at the bar but you believe a person looking from afar when I know it’s gps on the car
I can tell you been crying lately drinking more than you used to getting that body right for the summer I see you I know you gonna hate this one when you read it because you know it’s true true …

May the Angels hover over your soul may these words be motivation when you’re cold I still pray for a better tomorrow and I’ve seen the heart you have to borrow