Category: GOODBYES

GUILLOTINE

I’ve fought all I could fight, I’m knee deep in the mud but it’s still not right, we’re supposed to be in the trenches together but you’re running from my sight, same people that were in the barracks with me saying it would be all right

So here I am on death ground holding my flag, I should shoot everybody behind me with my last mag, after the novelty wore off so did the troops, death ground is a place I can’t recoup

I’m the general so it all falls on me, I’m the general so I take the knee, I’m the general they only want me, now I’m the general with no head; what a sight to see

A DOCTOR A LAWYER OR SUM

You want me to fix you but I’ll never be enough, I tell you I love you and try to call your bluff, you’re not chasing me you’re chasing a feeling, I live on the edge of tomorrow is the thing that you find appealing but you’re not aware of all the demons that I’m concealing and all the things that’s going to take time for revealing, you’ve never seen when the guns come out or know about kick door when the funds run out, all you have ever seen is what I let you see, I’ve never introduced you to the everything went left me, only reason why I’m keeping it this real is because I know I can’t make decisions based on how I feel, if it was up to me another place another time I know I would definitely do whatever it took to make you mine, but that ain’t this and that ain’t it, I do love you, but I ain’t shit

MOMMA TOLD ME

They said it was supposed to hurt at the end I look around and see no family nor friend, I can’t believe the wolves got me heaven or hell I’ll be waiting for whoever shot me, I remember a flash of fire a voice saying it’s time to retire, I was fighting you know I shot back but they flanked me and hit me in my back, they would be organized when they came at me, I wasn’t ready they beat the cameras I couldn’t see, I still was thinking that I could defend my home until that second one hit me in the collar bone, I dropped the hand of God that’s when I knew it was over, only thing that could save me now is a swat team or a four leaf clover, I might don’t make it running threw my head then everything my mother ever said, I really think I should have listened, now Im covered in blood about to be missing, my babies whole life ran through my head I should have been a soccer dad instead, it’s still better than jail or a jury trial, with my last everything I picked up the phone to dial, you gotta be kidding me, no signal; got damn Sprint, with my last breath I started to repent

PLAY LOVE GAMES

Iron lungs; no mesothelioma, if you try to keep up I’ll put your ass in a coma,/ those crystals aren’t Swarovski, might as well be as much as shit cost me,/ inhale the past then you exhale your future, if you want a shotgun you know damn well ya boy will shoot you,/ chain smoke and I pass to my got damn self no chain broke cause I pass to my got damn self, /hashish and indica I am so into ya, /this ain’t gas baby this is rocket fuel, yeah I know I’m radical cool totally awesome dude, /this came from Jesus H Christ out the ground got me nice,/ I say it twice Jesus H Christ he got me nice,/ I’m a cannon rolling, torch holding son of a God, /real life no facade, you me and Mary Minaj, /so much smoke I can’t see your face like a hijab, /assalamualaikum all those problems I PROMISE she’ll erase em