A HUNDO

I know I love her but I’m starting to doubt myself, see she has four kids; the biggest reason why I put the proposal on the shelf

I know I’m ready to be the man she needs me to be, but I’m not sure if I’m ready to have a whole family, that’s a huge responsibility to take on when I only have one, hell I can’t propose now I’m in a custody battle thats not even done

Plus you don’t understand my child’s mama, if she found out I was taking on four kids she would blow like Osama, another reason why I doubt myself is she gets included in everything, even a conversation with myself about buying you a ring

I’m not sure if I could stand the temptation of not trying to right wrongs from my past, and your kids deserve more than to be in a rotating cast, I do love her enough to know she deserves to be happy forever, but I’m not sure if I wont go when I get that call to put the fam back together

VIRGINIA IS FOR LOVERS

Thank you for taking time out of your day to read my thoughts ✍🏾✍🏾✍🏾

DRUGZ..  how many of us need them??  DRUGZ… How many of us use them?? .. DRUGZ… How many of us need them?? Let’s be real

Everybody has a vice, some are accepted and some make people look twice, some roll up to forget and be at ease, some pop pills and blame it on their knees, one time I talked to a dude that huffed freon, I just listened as he told me about the high he on

Some break out the skis and go on holiday, not Christmas but Doc they act erratic in a way, others travel with a tourniquet and have to tie off to get their blast, if they aspirate this will be their last

Some people argue whether or not this one should qualify, but it has to be a drug if you keep drinking after your first D.U.I, you can chalk it up as just having too much fun, but it has to be a drug at least when you catch your second one, you figured it out so now you only drink at home, only problem is you drove everyone away so now you’re all alone

Not to leave anyone out we got the hardest working on the list, sell their daughters laptop for ten minutes worth of bliss, can fix the engine on everything from a 72 Impala to a Rolls-Royce wraith, swear on his mama grave and he was with her yesterday, come on baby I got you when my check come on payday, needless to say a week later he got the beats by Dre

DRUGZ..  how many of us need them??  DRUGZ… How many of us use them?? .. DRUGZ… How many of us need them?? Let’s be real

LET ME BE GREAT

Just let me be great, no matter what the outcome no matter what the Fate, I played the rules on both sides of the table, one is dangerous and the other a fable, potential has always been my gift and curse, a double-edged sword I been carrying since birth, I know I’m smarter than a lot of things that I do, but good intentions never fed my child how about you?? It’s a gray area in life and I straddle the fence, no matter how far you are on either side make sure you have money for legal defense, a lot of times it takes more to stay free than what you making, but you can’t show up with a public defender unless you’re faking, in that case conspiracy is easier to prove, I know cats doing years for zero units moved, I’m evolving thinking more like sibling dividends, so we can meet in the Hamptons on random weekends, talk about life what it’s about & how far we’ve come from seeing the doubt, oh word you just got a boat?? I just bought a chopper, not the 47 but the one that fly through traffic like a 96 Impala, life is great we’ve come a long way, kids got businesses and multiple properties to stay, the vision got inspired by some things that transpired that ultimately lit my fire, I realized it’s a marathon & I’m too young to retire I got a name to carry on before I retire

#LEXICONKILLER