COULD A SHOULD A WOULD A

The past is the past let that shit die, it is what it is stop asking why, for every great day it has to be an antithesis, for you not to believe in that is just ridiculous, things don’t always work out some plans are made to fail, if everybody got into heaven it wouldn’t be a need for a hell, people die everyday from stray rounds, and some people cry out for help and we turn away pretending not to hear the sound, the world we live in is a messed up place, case in point the good people usually finish last in the race, we can smile and continue to pretend, or we can free our minds become something else and transcend

VOL. 2

They want me to talk about bodies they want me to talk about drugs, how is this poems from the trap but all you talk about is love?, I had to reel em in first and get their attention, in Vol. 2 I’m going to write about everything you just mentioned and how to Dominique Dawes your money to ascension, stay away from detention, step lite around contention, avoid your name being mentioned through the grapevine, tell you how to react when it’s ape time, been there done it, no 50/50 if you in it gotta be a hundred, but make sure you really wanna run it, take the good with the bad, and subsequently your kids might end up without a dad

REINDEER GAMES

Inhale the fumes exhale the pain, love and misery are one in the same, phone rings in the middle of the night and breaks the silence, it only took three rings to shatter our alliance, from that moment nothing is the same, time to find out who has the strongest game, at the time I swore It was me that was the best, but looking back in retrospect I was playing deuces you were playing chess, and had you not done it to me I would been have been impressed, I guess my own grandiosity blurred my vision, and your love cuts deep with precise precision, all I had to do was open my eyes to see the saga unfold, the writing was on the wall the italics bold, so at the end I finally wave a white flag and concede victory, this war is one that will go down in history, leave me alone I really don’t care if you miss me

MOMMA TOLD ME

They said it was supposed to hurt at the end I look around and see no family nor friend, I can’t believe the wolves got me heaven or hell I’ll be waiting for whoever shot me, I remember a flash of fire a voice saying it’s time to retire, I was fighting you know I shot back but they flanked me and hit me in my back, they would be organized when they came at me, I wasn’t ready they beat the cameras I couldn’t see, I still was thinking that I could defend my home until that second one hit me in the collar bone, I dropped the hand of God that’s when I knew it was over, only thing that could save me now is a swat team or a four leaf clover, I might don’t make it running threw my head then everything my mother ever said, I really think I should have listened, now Im covered in blood about to be missing, my babies whole life ran through my head I should have been a soccer dad instead, it’s still better than jail or a jury trial, with my last everything I picked up the phone to dial, you gotta be kidding me, no signal; got damn Sprint, with my last breath I started to repent

JULY 31ST

You are forever in my heart and your always on my mind, I pray every morning so we’ll be just fine, this kind of love I don’t think can be measured, being your father is my absolute pleasure, last time I saw you, you blinked fixed your eyes on me and smiled, I can’t explain the euphoria I got from holding my child, my gift from God received on July 31st, I’ve been a different man ever since your birth, I made a promise to you and I intend to stay true to my word, I’m just trying to be the father that you deserve, forever in my heart and your always on my mind, I pray every morning so we’ll be just fine

SEROTONIN

Any ole local joker can conquer the flesh, I want your mind put me in between the happiness and stress, I already know I can make your body tremble, something like a drum stick when it hits a cymbal
We can talk all night no problem with Cee, I’ll even hold you as we fall asleep, wake up and do it all over again, before you get the business; I gotta know you’re all in, I need to know what that mind do, I need to know the demons we fighting before they find you
You ever had your mind massaged and stroked? You ever felt euphoria from words being spoke? You ever look beyond the here and now? You ever heard a voice so melodic it made you smile?
If I can’t make you better what are we even doing, if I can’t make you better why would I even be pursuing, yeah gift of gab made the spit game super magnificent, when it comes to matters of the mind it is omnipotent
Let those souls connect like Bluetooth, I can feel your vibe that’s enough proof, think about me magically your phone rings, I’m on my way do you need me to bring anything, I’m not the first to explore your body, but I do want to be the first to make your mind my hobby

GLASS HOUSE

I know exactly what I am, it’s at a point where I don’t even give a damn,/ if we going to war let’s go, scared why; nobody ever really dies this I know, / Tie your boots get your ruck sack, you gonna need a army plus that,/ mother fuk you, mother fuk them too,/ I stand in the middle of the battlefield alone no crew, it ain’t shit you can do,/ I’m not them definitely not him,/ I’m the one that’s gonna walk straight at the end!!!, your mind doesn’t work like mine my friend, /you playing chess but I suggest the 48 laws, I just discussed strategy, pause;/ nah just gave you a bone something to ponder when you’re all alone, /after I crumble your mother fukin thrown, /in that blood clot glass house you call a home

7🌞31

Got all these tats just to see if I still bleed, dont smoke anymore they took the place of the trees,
all the bullshit in my life young me supersedes, my super hero from my super seed, call daddy I’ll be there with super speed,
anything I have is yours; true indeed, tryna better my life so by example I can lead, on the back of my arm forever will be our creed

PLATONIC

You never had a friend like me; one that understands you’re pain and agony, where am I’m going ? with all the secrets I’m holding, I’m with you just let me know the play before we run it, if you need a getaway driver I’m gonna gun it, I’m more than your diary or a place to vent, it’s like I’m a curator for all questionable events, you need a witness ? What the business ? Cool hand Luke on the stand, it’s impossible that happened we were together and; hopefully shit goes as planned, esp or some other phenomenon we linked up, if shit go left we both clinked up, right or wrong second line or a victory song, I’m a ryder, hood insider, it was over when I saw the god inside her; it would be a sin to violate her being, I have a platonic friend sometimes it’s hard for me to believe what I’m seeing

THE WORLD WE LIVE IN

Today is July 6, 2019 and the world we live in is in complete disarray. Real is not real fake is in, petty has replaced common sense along with common decency. We have a crook in the oval office; and not a good one may I add. Everything revolves around social media likes and comments. The world is at a point where doing something “out of the kindness of your heart” has to be documented for a later release. It seems as if love has lost the ongoing battle to vanity. What happened to morals what happened to genuine people? In my opinion social media was a social experiment that can no longer be controlled. From something that was supposed to bring us together to something that drives depression, murders, suicides, etc. I’m not blaming all the world’s problems on social media but I think it fuels a large percentage of them. Think about it we have a president that bullies people on social media via twitter. Some people would commit murder on camera over social media “beef” opposed to getting beat up on camera. Its people literally making fools of themselves to go “viral” people of all races and ethnicities perpetuate stereotypes for a like. Who do those likes come from what value do they add to your life. We’ve become brainwashed by technology. The computers have already taken over, take a look around. The faster the technology comes the more we depend on it and we don’t use the most powerful computer known to mankind which is the human brain. Don’t get me wrong I’m not saying that social media is not a powerful tool, but when used right. I get it if you have a talent to monetize than yes social media is a powerful tool; I don’t know if twerking applies, but if that’s your talent than aye. All I’m saying is please doing let social media define who you are as a person. What’s the point in living on the internet like The Sims when people know you in real life, who you fooling your followers or yourself? It’s so much more to life than a like. The ironic part` is that social media has replaced social skills, from how to talk to a woman to how to talk to a man to how to conduct an intelligent conversation. I’m not bashing social media but at the same time this is not the end all be all.