A SOLILOQUY FROM AMERICAS MOST HATED

Pen back activated, mind is acclimated so I’mma give you what you anticipated…. how it feels to be America’s most hated ✍🏾

Main goal leaving the house, is to make it back home so you plan your route, you gotta know who beefing and what it’s about, avoid law enforcement you have no reasonable doubt 👍🏾

You go to court and take the deal because you go home today, not knowing ten years later is when the deal starts to play, no contest plea I thought worked a different way, and You had the evidence to prove your case by the way, but you’re the most hated so nobody wants to hear what you have to say 🤷🏾‍♂️

Activism or recidivism are pretty much your only options, when that no contest shows up in the background you’re like a kid up for adoption, you can be emasculated or grab the Pyrex and whip up a concoction and temporarily be emancipated with options 🤷🏾‍♂️

Really there is a third a lot of us don’t see, sometimes including me: coincidentally it’s three letters L.L.C, another cowinky dink you can do it for around three: honor thy mother and respect & protect these women B, because you may just get check mated by a capital letter G, but this one ends here because my pen leaning toward strategy, and the numbers don’t add up to do it out loud mathematically🤐sincerely yours America’s most hated ✍🏾✍🏾✍🏾 #LEXICONKILLER

LATCHKEY & HE

You don’t know who I’m is? I’m the D boy that has control over your kids, I can make them do more than chores, I came in and stole what’s yours, good for me you have to work so much, they worship me I can’t be touched, take two of these and go prove my point, this is the big leagues put down that joint, you don’t need school look at me I’m a dropout, and I’m the one driving the cars that you dream bout, I can’t go because they’ll give me real time, juvenile life not that long for this crime, you know your lawyer money is on Deck, you pull this one off and you earn my respect, jail is easy life is hard and when you get out meet me on the boulevard

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FAM•I•LY 2020

Only time we’re at piece is at funerals, every other time we’re judging each other like tribunals, that one fake, this one a snake, watch that one cause you know what they take

Fake hugs fake concern and fake speech, they’ll stab you in the back before somebody off the street, if you have a moral compass it’s hard to compete plus they don’t feel like you’ll bust their head to the white meat

Call something out and they’ll label you an asshole, like you only existed in the present and not the past though, to be honest we really don’t even like each other, we only fake it for the grandmother

You know how they are is cancer to my ears, you can accept it but I don’t have to be here, transfer that loyalty to the one that I made, and if it’s a problem we can run the fade

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DICHOTOMY

I hate going into Viking mode but I’ll do it, if you have a problem with me please don’t pursue it

I’ve been known to overreact at times, my anger is different and it blinds

I won’t see destroying you will also kill me, I’m just letting you know I have a knack for efficiency

I’ll take the red flags and make a bandana, introduce ape mode and then the banana

A lot of smoke but it’s not trees, stop drop and roll will not stop these

A peaceful man fighting an inner war, you cut me and I promise these demons will take you on a tour

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TOPSY TURVY

I’m at war with myself every other day, the ones in between I’m trying to find a way, fork in the road cant even describe the situation, it’s a hell of a choice to choose life or adjudication, I could Dominique Dawes and come back with a grip, gold medals and all for making this money flip, heavy is the head of the king in the castle, in all honesty hustling is a hassle, I’m trying to rely on talent and not brute force but to keep it hundo I don’t know how long I can maintain this course

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LEMME HOLLER AT YOU

Just because you don’t understand something doesn’t mean it’s not a thing, the same words you scroll past somebody in another country may sing, if you didn’t get it than you probably were trying not to get got, I know you got it though because this sniper never misses a shot, don’t be mad at me for bringing the mirror out, step outside of denial and you could see a clearer route, I’m talking from experience not trying to scold you, just look at it as a conversation that I hope holds you

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CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

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