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DADDY LOVES YOU

I used to think I was a one of one until I had my son if I was the prototype he has to be the finish one I can see his mind moving trying to make his point proven and in a manner so pursuing his vernacular at his age should have him at least in the eighth grade conversations have me taken a back every other statement is how do you know that it’s like talking to myself younger but the me now he does things all day that make me say wooow really just wanted my son to know daddy loves him for infinity plus one 7.7 billion people on earth and I’m lucky enough for you to be my son

Just came out of a meditation, this is what came afterwards. Like I tell him even when you’re 30 you’re always gonna be my baby lol ( that facial expression is priceless)

EVERY TRAP U.S.A.

Ain’t no future bright for me it’s dark wherever I dive, I’m from a place where its a struggle just to stay alive, jealousy hating and loose lips, I used to have a fleet until they started sinking ships, I used to have a arsenal until they started taking my clips, it used to be easy until the guillotine started cutting heads on the flip, I ain’t slept outside ever since the tent, and you best better believe I’m not repeating that incident, the way I look at it I have two judges, one in heaven and one on a bench, if I make enough money I can afford the best defense and the other I can just repent, coming from where I’m from the outcome is as certain as a shoulder shrug or a 44 slug

A POET’S PAIN

We are not the same I leak morphine on paper to save you from my reality I question my mortality so you can enjoy yours when I die just make sure the champagne pours I won I succeeded the mission is finally over I got permission to let go and evolve hopefully before that day all my problems will be resolved or at least archived so my son can say my daddy went through that and survived and just like that my next generation can thrive I swear I spit venom think king Cobra even when I die these words will never be over

A LOVERS REMORSE

It’s been a long week I really don’t feel the need to have to speak but you know what I’m going through and I know your situation too I just wanna get lost in your soul like we use to do a deep tissue massage maybe smoke one or two then we would do what grown folks do If it was so bad why do thoughts of you bring me so much peace & if it’s so wrong than why can’t I let you go & be free I can’t because I belong to you & you were made for me I told you I was coming back I just needed to find the man in me so I could be the man you needed I just thought you knew everything else you superseded so when I heard you were getting married I couldn’t believe it Yet here we are with a million memories & miles apart & on top of that I have to deal with someone else stealing your heart I knew you first & nurtured your dreams now its turned into a nightmare as it seems I want more than just your body I want you to be my sensei & I’ll be your karate I know the big days coming up & you look beautiful in that dress but sometimes people have buyers remorse when they say yes

CUSTODY


You don’t want me to be there but then you blame me when I’m not when in actuality I would give you everything that I got 
I did a lot of things I’ve had to repent for but who wants to be duke when you could be Serpentor dear father protect me from myself whole time the bible sitting dusty on the shelf 
Stop drinking stop smoking but I’m hooked on love no rehab from the most powerful drug I wrote this shit at four o’clock in the morning insomnia strikes slow without a warning random thoughts that I can’t get off my mind about my son and the answers that I can’t find why was my epiphany so late and how long can I last at this rate but no matter what happens I’m to blame for my fate 


DAYDREAMING & IM THINKING OF YOU

I move fast & I know that I do, that’s why I jumped out the window when I met you, my mind works faster than my heart so I know I’ll figure us out before we hit the ground & fall apart, a million haters tryna shoot us out the air because you started glowing & to them that’s not fair, I pray every morning & ask to be what you need, you’re the only thing that gets me higher than that good sensimilla weed, I don’t want to eat anything else Honey nut Cheerios for me, it’s a insider joke I don’t mean that literally, if you gotta ask you probably don’t need to know, they were the intro you are definitely the show

INFIDELITY

You should be here under me, you came into my mind & plundered me, now I feel like you’re my destiny, bodies fit together perfect recipe, you made me want more than just your body, making you smile is my new hobby, I’m trying to get to your penthouse but I’m stuck in the lobby, some might call this a robbery, if the shoe was on the other foot I would probably, but you’re more complex than oceans 11, why should I have to give up my piece of heaven, why would the universe block my blessings, exactly it wouldn’t, give up nah I shouldn’t, if I had to I couldn’t, just random thoughts as you sit on the edge on my mind, funny thing is I think I could still see you if I went blind

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