You left I waited
Surely time would rectify
Now I’m gray time lied
#LEXICONKILLER
#HAIKUSFROMTHETRAP
You left I waited
Surely time would rectify
Now I’m gray time lied
#LEXICONKILLER
#HAIKUSFROMTHETRAP
We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School
I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises
I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion
I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it
When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you
#LEXICONKILLER
We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School
I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises
I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion
I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it
When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you
#LEXICONKILLER
We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School
I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises
I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion
I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it
When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you
#LEXICONKILLER
We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School
I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises
I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion
I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it
When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you
#LEXICONKILLER
We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School
I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises
I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion
I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it
When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you
#LEXICONKILLER
MEMORIES FIND YOU
UNFORGIVING BLAME EATS HEARTS
WEARY FROM THE LAST
#LEKICONKILLER
#HAIKUSFROMTHETRAP
Any animosity or problems I may have had, I leave them in yesterday where they can do no bad
If I dwell and let them fester, I promise you I’ll be more the joker than a jester
My mind moves very fast, to the point I’ve seen your future in my past, you can’t jump over the fire you have to walk through and to be honest I don’t think it’s in you
Stay on the sidewalk and keep your pass, but just know I do reserve the right to pull out this pen and ether your ass
#LEXICONKILLER
I know I love her but I’m starting to doubt myself, see she has four kids; the biggest reason why I put the proposal on the shelf
I know I’m ready to be the man she needs me to be, but I’m not sure if I’m ready to have a whole family, that’s a huge responsibility to take on when I only have one, hell I can’t propose now I’m in a custody battle thats not even done
Plus you don’t understand my child’s mama, if she found out I was taking on four kids she would blow like Osama, another reason why I doubt myself is she gets included in everything, even a conversation with myself about buying you a ring
I’m not sure if I could stand the temptation of not trying to right wrongs from my past, and your kids deserve more than to be in a rotating cast, I do love her enough to know she deserves to be happy forever, but I’m not sure if I wont go when I get that call to put the fam back together
This rainy weather has me wondering what to do, I swear I’m out here talking like it’s just me and you
My muse is my monster that I created from nights I should have just masturbated
Nights I could have just come home lonely, but it was damn near impossible with all these females on me
I gave in to temptation like a sodomite, two eights make a sixteen and they down to dyke
Instances like that tipped the scale, or when I would be verbally abusive coming home ripped as hell
You can go ahead and leave this is not an abduction, have you ever seen someone’s eyes turn to hate from seduction ?
Those tears turned into laughter and the more she pulled away the more I ran after but I was never fast enough to recapture
The closest I’ve come is love letters and apologies, oh and Poems from The Trap Vol. 1 the anthology