FAM•I•LY 2020

Only time we’re at piece is at funerals, every other time we’re judging each other like tribunals, that one fake, this one a snake, watch that one cause you know what they take

Fake hugs fake concern and fake speech, they’ll stab you in the back before somebody off the street, if you have a moral compass it’s hard to compete plus they don’t feel like you’ll bust their head to the white meat

Call something out and they’ll label you an asshole, like you only existed in the present and not the past though, to be honest we really don’t even like each other, we only fake it for the grandmother

You know how they are is cancer to my ears, you can accept it but I don’t have to be here, transfer that loyalty to the one that I made, and if it’s a problem we can run the fade

#LEXICONKILLER

CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

#LEXICONKILLER

CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

#LEXICONKILLER

CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

#LEXICONKILLER

CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

#LEXICONKILLER

CROSS ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME

We can go back and forth all day and that would be cool, but just to be fair you should know I was Summa cum laude of a scoundrel School

I’m always looking for the angle I don’t do good with surprises, before it comes up I’ve already decided if it’s worth the compromises

I don’t want to put you on the roller coaster and be responsible for your range of emotion, once I’m inside your mind it’s hard to get me out like opening a door knob with a handful of lotion

I’m grandiose I’ll tell you the plan before I do it, I’ll even give you the countermeasures and tell you how to pursue it

When I know I’m out of control I architect the double cross for you, if I taught you well enough than you’re working on the triple to make me adore you

#LEXICONKILLER

INSOMNIA ADDICT

All my dreams turn into nightmares, a bunch of demons with dead blank stares

I feel like I’m awake but I can’t move, then blood pours down my face and I see someone running off with my jewels

The first time I look forward to hearing sirens, listen close and all I hear is silence, my mom him then her, the three things I think about before everything becomes a blur

Just silence, I’m in my bed still can’t move half way shook about the violence, I talk to myself and slowly drift back to this dimension, even when I’m dying in my dreams you still get a mention

#LEXICONKILLER

100 JANTS (PTSD)

I have to move through life like I have a hundred bricks on me at all times, I can’t drift and drive I have to stay  between the lines, I have to remember that I’m always going to be the aggressor even in situations where I had to apply no pressure, 6′ 2″ 220 bald head black male with a beard, I’m the usual suspect and I just got here, my tattoos automatically mean thug Life, but if you look closer all you’ll see is my child and my future wife, yes I do feel like I need a gun because I’m going to get shot in the back if I run, give me the same dignity that you give Tommie the dog, you can’t be mad at me because my mind is digital and you stuck on analog, I hold doors and take my elders groceries in the house, I just want you to know I’m tired of being emasculated and why I might want to punch you in the mouth

#LEXICONKILLER