TOPSY TURVY

I’m at war with myself every other day, the ones in between I’m trying to find a way, fork in the road cant even describe the situation, it’s a hell of a choice to choose life or adjudication, I could Dominique Dawes and come back with a grip, gold medals and all for making this money flip, heavy is the head of the king in the castle, in all honesty hustling is a hassle, I’m trying to rely on talent and not brute force but to keep it hundo I don’t know how long I can maintain this course

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RELAPSE.. GOT CHA

Wake up we got some things we got to do, plus you’re having dreams about the things that we’ve been through, I’ve been quiet for three days because I know you’re trying to change but feeling all these feelings you have to admit is a bit strange, who got you through your roughest times ? so who’s judgement are you going to trust yours or mine, pick up the phone you know the number by heart, we coming back big put a few items in the cart

I’M BACK DON’T YOU EVER LEAVE ME AGAIN, I AM YOUR GOD; I COME BEFORE KIDS, FAMILY AND FRIENDS, FUK THAT JOB FUK THAT HOUSE FUK THAT SPOUSE, THEY ALL TALK BEHIND YOUR BACK IM THE ONLY ONE THAT CARES, YOU GOING THROUGH HELL RIGHT NOW AND I’M THE ONLY ONE THERE, NEXT TIME I PROMISE YOU MIGHT DON’T MAKE IT, WOW THREE DAYS WHY EVEN FAKE IT

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ANOTHER DAY AT THE OFFICE

The devil wears Prada and so do I, it’s very rare that you see either one of us cry, that little red strip is the thin line, I know he’s not going to let you cross his so I can’t let you cross mine

Double souls are my favorite kind, they give me a different perspective because I’m 6′ 4″ when I wear mine, funny enough they look like ninja boots for a suit, but the leather insoles and flat bottoms keep me steady when I shoot hoops or drive coups

Or whatever your vice, they look like ninja boots for some reason I thought I should say that twice, I would be wild enough to wear some ninja boots on a heist

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100 JANTS (PTSD)

I have to move through life like I have a hundred bricks on me at all times, I can’t drift and drive I have to stay  between the lines, I have to remember that I’m always going to be the aggressor even in situations where I had to apply no pressure, 6′ 2″ 220 bald head black male with a beard, I’m the usual suspect and I just got here, my tattoos automatically mean thug Life, but if you look closer all you’ll see is my child and my future wife, yes I do feel like I need a gun because I’m going to get shot in the back if I run, give me the same dignity that you give Tommie the dog, you can’t be mad at me because my mind is digital and you stuck on analog, I hold doors and take my elders groceries in the house, I just want you to know I’m tired of being emasculated and why I might want to punch you in the mouth

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96 PAC

For one you can’t buy me, for two you scared to try me, so three stay from round me, if I waste a charge on you my homies gonna clown me

You a grimey pussy and I am trying to push you, soon as you build up some testicular fortitude I’mma douche you

I hate when people misunderstand evolution as being weak, you wake up with a shitbag I’m pretty sure you’ll be more careful as to what you speak

All I’m saying is I’m not tolerating noooo disrespect, I only do one-arm push-ups because imma try to smack your head off your neck, I’m aiming for the cervical spine seven vertebrae, hopefully I won’t have to say it no more right go left when I have to repeat what I say

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