JULY 31ST

You are forever in my heart and your always on my mind, I pray every morning so we’ll be just fine, this kind of love I don’t think can be measured, being your father is my absolute pleasure, last time I saw you, you blinked fixed your eyes on me and smiled, I can’t explain the euphoria I got from holding my child, my gift from God received on July 31st, I’ve been a different man ever since your birth, I made a promise to you and I intend to stay true to my word, I’m just trying to be the father that you deserve, forever in my heart and your always on my mind, I pray every morning so we’ll be just fine

SEROTONIN

Any ole local joker can conquer the flesh, I want your mind put me in between the happiness and stress, I already know I can make your body tremble, something like a drum stick when it hits a cymbal
We can talk all night no problem with Cee, I’ll even hold you as we fall asleep, wake up and do it all over again, before you get the business; I gotta know you’re all in, I need to know what that mind do, I need to know the demons we fighting before they find you
You ever had your mind massaged  and stroked? You ever felt euphoria from words being spoke? You ever look beyond the here and now? You ever heard a voice so melodic it made you smile?
If I can’t make you better what are we even doing, if I can’t make you better why would I even be pursuing, yeah gift of gab made the spit game super magnificent, when it comes to matters of the mind it is omnipotent
Let those souls connect like Bluetooth, I can feel your vibe that’s enough proof, think about me magically your phone rings, I’m on my way do you need me to bring anything, I’m not the first to explore your body, but I do want to be the first to make your mind my hobby

PLAY LOVE GAMES

Iron lungs; no mesothelioma, if you try to keep up I’ll put your ass in a coma,/ those crystals aren’t Swarovski, might as well be as much as shit cost me,/ inhale the past then you exhale your future, if you want a shotgun you know damn well ya boy will shoot you,/ chain smoke and I pass to my got damn self no chain broke cause I pass to my got damn self, /hashish and indica I am so into ya, /this ain’t gas baby this is rocket fuel, yeah I know I’m radical cool totally awesome dude, /this came from Jesus H Christ out the ground got me nice,/ I say it twice Jesus H Christ he got me nice,/ I’m a cannon rolling, torch holding son of a God, /real life no facade, you me and Mary Minaj, /so much smoke I can’t see your face like a hijab, /assalamualaikum all those problems I PROMISE she’ll erase em

GLASS HOUSE

I know exactly what I am, it’s at a point where I don’t even give a damn,/ if we going to war let’s go, scared why; nobody ever really dies this I know, / Tie your boots get your ruck sack, you gonna need a army plus that,/ mother fuk you, mother fuk them too,/ I stand in the middle of the battlefield alone no crew, it ain’t shit you can do,/ I’m not them definitely not him,/ I’m the one that’s gonna walk straight at the end!!!, your mind doesn’t work like mine my friend, /you playing chess but I suggest the 48 laws, I just discussed strategy, pause;/ nah just gave you a bone something to ponder when you’re all alone, /after I crumble your mother fukin thrown, /in that blood clot glass house you call a home

7🌞31

Got all these tats just to see if I still bleed, dont smoke anymore they took the place of the trees,
all the  bullshit  in my life young me supersedes, my super hero from my super seed, call daddy I’ll be there with super speed,
anything I have is yours; true  indeed, tryna better my life so by example I can lead, on the back of my arm forever will be our creed

PLATONIC

You never had a friend like me; one that understands you’re pain and agony, where am I’m going ? with all the secrets I’m holding, I’m with you just let me know the play before we run it, if you need a getaway driver I’m gonna gun it, I’m more than your diary or a place to vent, it’s like I’m a curator for all questionable events, you need a witness ? What the business ? Cool hand Luke on the stand, it’s impossible that happened we were together and; hopefully shit goes as planned, esp or some other phenomenon we linked up, if shit go left we both clinked up, right or wrong second line or a victory song, I’m a ryder, hood insider, it was over when I saw the god inside her; it would be a sin to violate her being, I have a platonic friend sometimes it’s hard for me to believe what I’m seeing

THE WORLD WE LIVE IN

Today is July 6, 2019 and the world we live in is in complete disarray. Real is not real fake is in, petty has replaced common sense along with common decency. We have a crook in the oval office; and not a good one may I add. Everything revolves around social media likes and comments. The world is at a point where doing something “out of the kindness of your heart” has to be documented for a later release. It seems as if love has lost the ongoing battle to vanity. What happened to morals what happened to genuine people? In my opinion social media was a social experiment that can no longer be controlled. From something that was supposed to bring us together to something that drives depression, murders, suicides, etc. I’m not blaming all the world’s problems on social media but I think it fuels a large percentage of them. Think about it we have a president that bullies people on social media via twitter. Some people would commit murder on camera over social media “beef” opposed to getting beat up on camera. Its people literally making fools of themselves to go “viral” people of all races and ethnicities perpetuate stereotypes for a like. Who do those likes come from what value do they add to your life. We’ve become brainwashed by technology. The computers have already taken over, take a look around. The faster the technology comes the more we depend on it and we don’t use the most powerful computer known to mankind which is the human brain. Don’t get me wrong I’m not saying that social media is not a powerful tool, but when used right. I get it if you have a talent to monetize than yes social media is a powerful tool; I don’t know if twerking applies, but if that’s your talent than aye. All I’m saying is please doing let social media define who you are as a person. What’s the point in living on the internet like The Sims when people know you in real life, who you fooling your followers or yourself? It’s so much more to life than a like. The ironic part` is that social media has replaced social skills, from how to talk to a woman to how to talk to a man to how to conduct an intelligent conversation. I’m not bashing social media but at the same time this is not the end all be all.

IN SEARCH OF

My magnum opus is running from me, I know it’s in my subconscious waiting for me, I meditate I pray then I wait, it’s like it’s right there on the other side of the gate, I can write one stanza!! Then after that no answer, I’m chasing my greatest work; when I can’t recite it I’m hurt, I’m a few syllables away from greatness, when I put it on paper naysayers will hate this, it’s in me I just have to embrace the pain stay sane and use more than ten percent of my brain