Category: infidelity

TBH

Talk to me baby tell me what’s going on inside that beautiful mind I want to know everything from how you feel to that parking spot that was hard to find

I’ll trade you reciprocity for my  grandiosity I want you to talk to me I want you to walk with me l want you to feel like you’re never lost with me CEO sometimes you need to be the boss of me

you are the backbone of our foundation if you go down we lose our nation my job is to keep you healthy from your inner most fears to anything else that may appear use me until I take MY last breath and if you’re secure I’ll welcome death

NOVAS ROOM

Cups full of Patron I need to sober up and go home I been in this bar for too long every drink getting too strong I got this one number in my phone that I really wanna call up but lately I been really fukin up and word is she happy with this new guy
but I been drinking so much that I’mma hit her up like fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

Cups of that goose got me on the loose see her whole crew ask about you they said you had something to do what you doing that’s so important lemme find out pretty boy got you out courtin

I’m so ripped that I’mma call you anyway and say fuk that dude he can’t compete with the past I know you miss the times we had I SAID fuk that dude he’s definitely not me and since you picked up I feel like my chances 50/50

I’m just saying I thought you ain’t like pretty dudes tell me I’m lying and I’ll skip straight to the interlude I’m just saying I didn’t think that was your type and I’mma roast him only if you make me aight

I think I’m addicted to that new to hear the new sound and what the face look like too I know it sound like a dirt bag and I would agree with you we threw a party yeah a kickback broads came over but they already left yeah we threw a kickback talk to me I need you in my life I need you to make things right I had some women that were living off me seeing as how you know one I won’t mention the three

too many drinks have been given to me after a while babe they all sound the same I’m sorry I made you a player in this game I’ve had sex five times this week if you want I’ll explain having a hard time readjusting to the game they wanna go like rabbits it’s insane
it’s Friday night I called talking crazy I’m lucky you answered you can be lazy I’ll do all the work I’m trying to get under that shirt oh I’m sorry I’m tryna see if you down to choose pretty boy should know the rules
Oh Word you not gonna come word guess I’mma Netflix and reflect

MONSTERS IN US

Hear ye hear ye raise your glass for I’m comfortable with the monster I had to be for he inspired you to become everything you were meant to be from that extra motivation to the pep in your step you hate the fact you cant tarnish his rep

It’s the fire in those eyes that light every word I surmise it’s the fury that moves these hands its the way your voice demands do you understand yet ? you won the bet

You tamed Frankenstein but you’re looking for another monster you’ll never find another of this kind you’re only frustrating yourself and waisting your time all the drastic changes from the hair to wardrobe rearranges that’s ya boy the revamps face beat trying to come at the champ on repeat

So alright I’mma be honest I’m mad at myself because I miss your ass you give the worse heads up you said the time before that was the last YEP I’m putting that on the record communication is key especially when dealing with a wrecker
you and these words are what drive my passion now she ask one word how?
well I think the circumstances been good and bad if you would have stayed around I ran the risk of not knowing what I had plus I didn’t cheat as much as you probably think I did I really doubt it name five females I slid out wit see now you pouting

master manipulator she mumble under her voice I wish she looked at things different but I don’t think I give her much choice I really think it’s the scene we met on that brings most of the problems home everybody knows everybody and nobody’s ever alone
what they saw that could have been my sister cousin or a random person at the bar but you believe a person looking from afar when I know it’s gps on the car
I can tell you been crying lately drinking more than you used to getting that body right for the summer I see you I know you gonna hate this one when you read it because you know it’s true true …

May the Angels hover over your soul may these words be motivation when you’re cold I still pray for a better tomorrow and I’ve seen the heart you have to borrow

MY BABY COUGAR

I met you I didn’t properly vet you if I did I would have known that it’s damn near impossible to leave you alone
You had me gone at that first stretch I said to myself she did that for me I’m willing to bet you said you had someone but was ready for an emancipation like Katrina just hit and you were waiting on FEMA feeling real Haitian usually I wouldn’t mess up a happy home but you could make a preacher be bad to the bone anything that would be a red flag I convinced myself people change plus it’s not that bad I put my seatbelt on spark one up and get ready for the ride I don’t know if we’re in a car a boat or a plane I just hope we’re not on two dummy missions fueled by game

SETTLEMENT CONFERENCE

This is what it sounds like when the tears hit the paper, bloodshot eyes so they red in nature, still not sure wether they’re sad or mad, not even sure if I miss what we had, but I been smoking all this smoke tryna smoke you out my mind, smoke till I choke and you still on my mind, found guilty in the court of love no fine, firing squad I think Cupid shot me this time, I wish I woulda stayed on the straight and narrow, instead I’m heartbroken from a got damn arrow, a inch given is a mile taken, and I’m sure I’m telling the truth but I could be faking, either way I think about you every day so I guess you won, but you have to look at me every day because you have the ONE

JULY 25, 2010

One of the happiest days of my life up to that point because tomorrow I’m going home leaving River City you know the joint
My baby wanna come and pick me up but I got stops to make got my boy to pick me up who later ended up being a fake but that’s a whole different story that I’m not ready to go into
Told baby I’ll see you a little bit later I have some people to go check out but don’t worry your backs gonna still get blown out
Went to see mommy first both of us into tears we burst I think that was the longest hug ever like John McCain’s mom when she thought the next time she would see him was never
Next on to my Oma and Opa sweetest couple in the world got advice from my old earth now on the way to see my girl
Well pit stop first I gotta activate this phone make a few calls let everyone know I’m home
So now it’s 9:30 and we’re finally together it’s calm outside but in here it’s a torrential downpour type weather from the black silk sheets to the bathroom floor we were dehydrated got some Gatorade and went some more
The life changing moment was when the light came through the balcony doors I wanted to wake you up just to talk to you some more your spit game was better than mine we started planning a baby and with me it was fine
After that you took me to the Ugly Biscuit, ok if I had a time machine this is the day I would relive and after knowing the outcome I would have more passion to give not just in the bedroom but about our life that we live looking back you should have been with me on every stop if only I could rewind the clock than this madness would stop

A LOVERS REMORSE

It’s been a long week I really don’t feel the need to have to speak but you know what I’m going through and I know your situation too I just wanna get lost in your soul like we use to do a deep tissue massage maybe smoke one or two then we would do what grown folks do If it was so bad why do thoughts of you bring me so much peace & if it’s so wrong than why can’t I let you go & be free I can’t because I belong to you & you were made for me I told you I was coming back I just needed to find the man in me so I could be the man you needed I just thought you knew everything else you superseded so when I heard you were getting married I couldn’t believe it Yet here we are with a million memories & miles apart & on top of that I have to deal with someone else stealing your heart I knew you first & nurtured your dreams now its turned into a nightmare as it seems I want more than just your body I want you to be my sensei & I’ll be your karate I know the big days coming up & you look beautiful in that dress but sometimes people have buyers remorse when they say yes