One of the happiest days of my life up to that point because tomorrow I’m going home leaving River City you know the joint
My baby wanna come and pick me up but I got stops to make got my boy to pick me up who later ended up being a fake but that’s a whole different story that I’m not ready to go into
Told baby I’ll see you a little bit later I have some people to go check out but don’t worry your backs gonna still get blown out
Went to see mommy first both of us into tears we burst I think that was the longest hug ever like John McCain’s mom when she thought the next time she would see him was never
Next on to my Oma and Opa sweetest couple in the world got advice from my old earth now on the way to see my girl
Well pit stop first I gotta activate this phone make a few calls let everyone know I’m home
So now it’s 9:30 and we’re finally together it’s calm outside but in here it’s a torrential downpour type weather from the black silk sheets to the bathroom floor we were dehydrated got some Gatorade and went some more
The life changing moment was when the light came through the balcony doors I wanted to wake you up just to talk to you some more your spit game was better than mine we started planning a baby and with me it was fine
After that you took me to the Ugly Biscuit, ok if I had a time machine this is the day I would relive and after knowing the outcome I would have more passion to give not just in the bedroom but about our life that we live looking back you should have been with me on every stop if only I could rewind the clock than this madness would stop
Category: BLACK MEN DON’T CHEAT
READY THE SHIPS
I wonder how many Dutch’s it’ll take to get you off of my mind
I wonder how many shots it’ll take for my heart to leave you behind
I wonder if I could make love to you through another woman would it ease the pain
I wonder if that last thought qualifies me to be insane
I wonder where would I be today if I never came in that house
I wonder if you would be single or if you would still have a spouse
I guess I could sit here and wonder all day
Or I could just ask you if there’s anything else to say
I’m with it if you are let’s roll the dice I done told ol boy you chose and I did it nice It’s amazing grace that look on your face I’ll concur the world before I let anybody Hellen of Troy my girl
ADVENTURES OF SINGLE PARENTS
Is it better for the child to see their parents respect one another and not grow up feeling like maybe they were the one that made it out of a broken rubber, when I say that I don’t necessarily mean married or in a relationship either, y’all could easily make co-parenting the shit and make other parents believers, if she ask you to do something and you can why not ? don’t tell her no then be online showing off everything you got, leave her new flame hassle free too, so hopefully she’ll do the same thing for you, of course his new girl gonna be intimidated by you for awhile, she wouldn’t be there if y’all didn’t break up plus y’all have a child, he has to hear it from her about you, he doesn’t need you to tell him about his little girlfriend too, he knows she’s not you that may be the point, or maybe he’s waited for you to come off the bench with the oil and anoint
WHY BLACK MEN DON’T CHEAT
I knew we weren’t gonna make it from the go
How much I was gonna fall in love with you is what I didn’t know
I tried to leave a thousand times but when I got to the door memories clouded my mind
Really all our first and I asked myself is it me that changed & am I making things worse
I mean I don’t cheat anymore but I guess that’s not enough I respect our relationship but you make it rough
I do so many about faces I feel like a soldier and you act like you don’t understand I’m a black man with the world on my shoulder
I’m putting my clothes back in the dresser here I stand a dedicated father and man no lesser I’m trying to fight to save my family I want to be a father but not absently